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2008-10-07T21:40:00.002+08:00

http://thepixiepixie.wordpress.com/

MOVED!

will be deleting this blog in 3days time.

2008-10-06T17:39:00.002+08:00

i'm freaking happy & sad.
HAPPY : amaths questions were alright. mostly I'm able to solve it.
sad: I'm going to leave studying or 3months.

well, i should say i enjoy studying, going to school. life will be totally miserable.
FROM WED ONWARD:hectic life = reply emails/mailing list/photo shoot/verify payments/take stocks and the list goes on.

i mean, i really l miss school alot. because i can "escape" reply emails.
now I'm a FULL TIME on my lj. how?
I'm totally in need of laptop.
serious in need.
i dont think I'm able to sit on the chair and reply.
I'm going to have a luxury life, lying on my bed and reply which can take hours

THUS:
within 2weeks, I'm going to find the amount of money. i got $xxx.00
i guess my dad won't fork out for me.

2008-10-06T10:00:00.002+08:00

okay!
is 10am i'm blogging now.
my dad woke me up at 8AM
COS....
dad:*OIE! what time your exam.
me: 2pm..zzzz.

wtf?!>!?!?!

and here am i blogging.
wishing me good luck.

paper start at 2.

EVERYBODY! WISH ME GOOD LUCK (:

2008-10-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

took many many bags. :D
i'm loving everything. MEANING my cupboard is filled with 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 bags.
(:

i wanna my agnes B bag ):

amaths last paper.
many lucks to me, PLEASE VIVIAN NO NO NO CARELESS MISTAKES>:!

nothing much.
! !

THEN
i
will
be

freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

okay I'm ciao! before Geo I'm like this.
if you are my friend, you should know. :D

(:

2008-10-02T16:58:00.003+08:00

BORED : (
i hate this shitty life. - eat? sleep? use computer? study?
5more days. & is all gone.
geo memorise for the past few days. got all info inside.
maths. do & do & do did 4 papers (2)
zzzz.
after this my life will be super hectic. :D
better enjoy before having my stupid sister goes to school.

my sis WORSE. while i was studying. she came into my room & my phone was on the bed. so she on the music & she said this:
sis:EH your phone ringing.
Me: laughing.
WHY? cos i know my phone is always on silent mode. :D
LAME

irritating sister!

& YES! I'm going bantam :D on 11Oct. not confirm yet but at least! I'm out of Singapore for just 1 pathetic day. and stay there for one night ;D

back to studies.
give me the motivation to study for the last few days.
geo geo geo. your stuff better don't rot in my brain..

2008-10-01T20:56:00.002+08:00

OKAY!
bored. staying at home makes me so tired.
7oct will be the day. get this. I'm going to play PLUS earn money PLUS sleep PLUS......
sian. amaths last paper. going to crack my damn hard brain.

mr wong called me yesterday. 2missed call PLUS a message.
goshh! my phone is always on silent mode. SO call my house phone.
he called me because about the calculator i dont know how he know but he told me that nothing will go wrong. pretty happy to hear what he said. :D

i'm crazy over Lewis Hamilton : D
because he said something that woke me up : D

Lewis Hamilton:
I've said before that consistency is what will win this world championship.

i agree with what he said. THUS! he will be my idol from now.
i must thank him for this.
i read the newspaper so i saw this line plus F1's media thingy.
he said many things which i personally feel is really is true and his words will change my life from now :D

THANK YOU :D

2008-09-29T18:15:00.002+08:00

finally the day comes! shiok@_@
but it ends with a bad ending. teacher never check our calculate model & last 10 minutes teacher go take my calculate away! what's the damn problem.. got piss off by the teacher MEANING giving up one question. WTH!

DAMN COMPUTER! failed again! what's the damn problem with the idiot computer.!!
computer is dead. dead dead dead dead.

AHHHH! and the list goes on. shity shit. i'm back with my money. cos the flea earned quite alot.
and my money is backkkkkkkk... YAY! and of course i did help her to carry those stocks back home too :D
I'm in love with F1 NOW! Lewis Hamilton Lewis Hamilton Lewis Hamilton.
he is just so cool! :D
he gave me inspiration esp. maths. :D
i keep thinking of this face. :D:D :D

2008-09-26T15:19:00.002+08:00

flea was "great" my stupid unglam actions + stupid actions + idiot actions and the list goes on.

it was super tiring. my hands were aching like nobody because. big boxes, big strawberry short cake bags luggage bag and more. zxzxzx.
was running all around the place to change money because no change &&& worse i went to the toto/4D shop to change money..omg! BUT i never buy toto or whatever thing. just went to change 5 $10 notes only.!

my friends came to visit me also :D so happy to see them.walked with them and they also came to see because jolene wanted to take her pants. thanks :D

it was super hot. hot air can't rise because of the tent. and my body is super sticky like some super glue. 10hours there. reading geo but can't go in because is TOO hot!

10plus trained back home. the stupid train broke down. from the top looks like thousands of ants. my mother pushed me in. and became PANCAKE! :D
actually the flea was fun. because i made a new friend..i see how people dress. i see how my sis served customers when i don't dare to talk to there because their face look so fierce..
today i didn't go down because my mum asked me to study.

went down to take papers from ms chan and mr wong. :D papers again. sian! but is good for my health. think postive.yes. i made up my mind.

XOXOXOXO~
i'm changing to wordpress SOON!
2more weeks! stay TUNE >:

and i will say kiss goodbye to this blogie!

2008-09-24T14:07:00.000+08:00

how i wish I'm a clever person.
she thinks that my prelims 2 did the best. wtf? is the worse can. science never even hit a1. amaths never hit a1, Chinese never hit b4 & she thinks that with this result i can do better for O's..
so what there is always high expectation of myself when i can never hit the target i wanted so much. i'm not mean to disappoint ! if you are sad, then what i feel? all careless mistakes. i just feel like slapping myself with the result.
cold wars with my mommy. i didn't talked to her for 15hours. even she talked to me, i don't even bother to reply her. WHY? long story. just don't bother so much.

because i don't wish to see her too ,
THUS:
yesterday to today. total hours of sitting the damn chair:
yesterday 3hours at night PLUS 1.5hour in the afternoon
today: 2hours in the afternoon. shall continue doing that later. sitting on the damn chair.

did all the physic paper finish! and MCQ is always the one that cheered me up. out of 20,highest 19/20. (: wootz the highest.
did maths paper 2sets
chem:waiting for ms chan to print for me so i can do. mean while slack for chem./ :
geo:lazy to study!
amaths:1.5paper DONE!.

i spent the whole 6hours plus doing 2physics paper. 2sets of maths paper.& lastly my stupid amaths paper.

tomorrow i need to go to P.S and my unglam actions is HERE! shall cover my face..
stupid mp3 player spoiled at the damn wrong time :(

ms chan and mr wong & ms loo gave us things la. so touching. the best gift ever.
toot toot monkey from mr wong with his signature mr won8 his wong became won8. LOL! and the big pencil box with my name from ms chan & a highlighter which cost 1.45$ from ms loo (: thanks alot. the best gift.

i thank you for talking to me on MSN. i feel so good now at least i vent it on someone who i hated so much but at least i woke up from my stupid dreams. yup you are right. i should make my dream come through and not someone controlling me. time management..
xie xie. thank you, Gum xia , , thanks ah! 고맙습니다

2008-09-23T18:26:00.002+08:00

why am i born with a stupid brain?WHY?! tell me why?!
no one can UNDERSTAND! me. can!.
forget it. i'm just a stupid person..
stupid girl who have stupid dreams which cannot help my mom to make her wish come through.
stupid girl who have nothing in life.

i dont want to give up but is the amount of stress i'm having. trying my best to study.but then. still the same. mother still look down on me. what's the point in life? make people look down on me? then let it continue i'm just a stupid girl. stupid girl who only know how to make mother angry.

i cried 5times this 2weeks. how to take exams? little small thing cry. hais.
someone please save me. what am i going to do now?.

stupid girl asking people for help.

2008-09-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

can i ever stop being so busy?!
can i rest for like 1 day. give me the day to sleep one day?
can i just sit on the damn chair to study?

okay. busy busy busy!
firstly sales on shopping blog which really KILL my brain cellssss..
secondly MY SIS IS DOING FLEA AT P.S! SHIT MAN!

AND this list goes on.

wth!

i did not rest for like 1 week. busy the whole week. studying at night. sleeping less then 6hours everyday. come school with the damn stupid face.
i asked myself this" why am i having such life?"

study. study study.
rest rest reest.
last day of school. make it the best.

well answer is " i don't know. is fun sometimes but is kinda tired".

2008-09-17T14:51:00.002+08:00

okay,i dreamt myself of failing english and went to ite even my results were like 3points?>:
but anyway i told myself, what ever is it, work hard. let fate bring me to somewhere that i can find my dream..

i don't wish to put too much hope on me. relax do my best. whatever is the result just go on with life.

today is daddy's birthday. i brought NOTHING for me BUT cakes.
but there will be some surprises as MUMMY IS COOKING abalone. daddy's favourite.
YAY! :D

TOMORROW MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY! BROUGHT AGNES B WALLET FOR HER!

FOLLOWING DAY, SHERLENE'S BIRTHDAY! BUT I BROUGHT NOTHING FOR HER TOO. but i guess i can't buy anything for her COS! whatever she wants, all buy already so what am i going to buy for her?!??!?!??! hmmm, teddy bear:? NONO i will suffer. throwing the bear at night just like war. shirt?> hmm, i don't know. whatever is it. mummy will buy and share the present.

20 sept: my birthday BUT is 3more months down.
thus my family birthday is easy to remember.
17sept
18sept
19sept
20dec
and my stupid sis
24nov.

LOL!
zippy ya ya zippy zippy ya!
cakes.and their smile. YAY!

2008-09-16T14:33:00.003+08:00

seriously i don't understand.
trying to control my feelings a lot.trying my best to study in school. helped you at night or in the afternoon.
BUT! partly this is my fault for being tired. yesterday woke up at 8AM rush to school like some shit person.went home straight after school. helped mommy dyed her hair and went to take a nap. yes, i promised you that i will take photo for you at 5.30. but can you imagine, how tired am i. hello you are having your holidays why can't you just follow my schedule for this few weeks and I'm free. why can't you just let me study in peace?. why? i seriously feel like giving up in whatever i have. i want to study hard. i want to let people know that i can do better then my cousins. i want! but who gave me the chance to let me study in peace? other then you go out with your friends? i want i really want. you can be tired. then i cannot be tired? i slept at 12 plus wake up at 6.30 get my ass to school. sit, do paper. don't you think this life sux so much? you went through those pain/hard work..I'm going through in now. the hard work is really hard work. i trying to help you. whenever you need help, i try to help you? but who helped me?! who care about me? Saturdays because i don't want to waste time, get up at 9 to study.I'm serious tired of everything. people think that having all this is so good but actually the pain, the hard work is a lot just that I'm holding my feelings trying to put a fake smile on my face, seeing me so happy but in my heart I'm totally not happy with this at all.

yesterday i think about it. with this situation .currently, all this things makes me happy. but is this the life i want? even if i have the chance to go to sec 5. i don't think i will go up. i rather go to a place which i really can realx and also coping with studies and also you. i don't think i can repeat this again. i don't want to waste one year of my life coping with my studies and you.either i give up one.

shopping blog
go up to sec 5.

if i give up shopping blog, nagging scolding coping with studies. even if i give up, the job i still have to take.

if i give up going to sec 5. maybe i have higher chance to go to poly. well get the best course of ite. do well 2years later you see me poly. well is safer.
i don't know my parents will allow. anyway i made my choice.

i don't wish to waste one year just like him. coping with studies and also you. hearing you complaining and stuff. you are tired. i am tired too.
get this. with the car accident, with the amount of work i having, i have enough of everything. let me rest. please make me fall sick. please. i seriously need a break from everything i have.

make me sick.

2008-09-13T15:30:00.004+08:00

okay. i back>!
my computer went dead again. such an asshole computer.

i saw an accident outside my school on Wednesday. the boy just flew about 1/2 metre.
no blood, nothing. and i was thinking if is internal bleeding. seriously my mind is full of the accidents. i met one accident before at Malaysia. so i will have some "fear" siting in the car even though is so long. BUT this time, i feel that I'm really in danger because i really can't sleep & also woke up by the dream. i don't know. that's the reason why, i forced myself to do work & do as much as possible so that i can forget this stupid things in my mind. i keep myself busy. sometimes i stay up at night till 12plus. very tired? sleep and i will sleep peacefully. i don't know. I'm tired of this also. i don't want it to happen to me also. but i just cant forget.even using music doesn't help me anymore. the only way i found was to sleep. but...i will neglect on my studies when i sleep. i don't know. I'm seriously tired.

mass meet-up was done yesterday to give customers the bag. when i see their face, i feel so happy. i don't know why also.:D and of course, i brought my mother birthday present. is Agnes B wallet.(: 165$ and not LV cos lv the wallet too small cannot be card & also x2 the price also. i Hope she will like it. is brown in colour & is leather. she love leather also..
because both of us can't make the decision, guess what we did.

this name: lv
another name :Agnes B

so this another name came and is Agnes B.(:
the wallet is some where over the rainbow. is wrapped nicely. loving Agnes B stuff. OKAY! i saw this guy in Agnes B working damn handsome la.....but too bad, he didn't served us.

GUESS WHAT! grandma went home. & i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... no nagging! shiok man! super love this feeling. (:

i hope i can get myself a laptop...please give me the money...

2008-09-09T14:43:00.003+08:00

i need to overcome all my fears.

exams fear especially for national exams.

i always don't do well. ):

because...

i don't know too.

listening to symphony music

cool

down

but.

still

nothing...

how?!

been staring at this picture. because my lovely xun will cheer me up...

so how>!

hais

okay, no matter what. whatever has done MEANS done. stop thinking of english. even if fail, there will one road for me to continue my journey of life. please stop thinking of it. tired. sick. stop thinking!

TODAY!moody. so my post will be moody too.

i had done 4papers today in don't know how many periods.. but.................

i don't know.

2008-09-08T18:29:00.003+08:00

shit ass! i just got myself another bag! is a bucket bag with sailor prints. AH i love it so much. (:
BUT actually not really "buy" so called exchanged as the bag was super ultra dirty and i exchanged 2 of it. one is for my LONG LONG LONG FRIEND since kindergartner. and one for me!
=)

(:
I'm super in love with everything i have now. thanks ah peng! (:

grandma is nagging at me!!!!!! pissed off man!!! she is okay now and now she is stoning in the air she WILL find things to do. AND! she will disturb me ): okay. fine 2weeks
bye 12K. NO HOLIDAY FOR ME THIS YEAR! sadness.
how nice. next year, i want to go to taiwan!!! delay and delay! taiwan trip. i will come one day okay. just wait for me. WAIT FOR ME!

i'm freaking high now. idk why also!!!

okay, back to geo now. anyway i just did the N's levels geo bookie and is almost done. (:
standard questions, standard line.
LOL!

waiting for the F1 race. going to see how fast the car goes. weee....

2008-09-06T10:15:00.000+08:00

shit! got a feeling that my english will fail la! alamrks!
NONO!
I MUST PASS!
I CAN PASS!! CAN PASS!.

i felt like letting down my mommy. she almost everyday wished me good lucks and.......
hais.
for ss paper.

she called me when she was in the hospital taking care of my grandma.
she said this:
you eat already anot? the chicken nice anot? you rice cooked anot?
then i really don't know what to reply her.
SO! i said this:
yep. i eat finish already. the chicken very nice. the skin very crispy. the rice abit wet cos put too much water.
mommy:
then you SA paper how?
me:
what SA paper. i don't have SA paper. i later taking my Social studies paper.
mommy:
hahah. okie. good luck ahh. *her voice change. * is like kinda sad voice. byebye.
me:
okie.(: byebye!

hais. i feel so so so sad now. i know whatever result come out i have to admit that is vivian peng's paper. so how?! i pray to god. i pray to my great-great-great-great-great grand parents. i pray to everyone but yet....the result?! i promise her to get good grades including english. i told her all my grades....but.....chinese goner for paper 1. english paper 1 goner..so how?!

2008-09-04T14:28:00.002+08:00

okie. i'm back blogging. (:

firstly:mommy, daddy & xun birthday are coming.......
for mommy, we are thinking of buying LV purse / agnes B purse.
for daddy, buying him a pen. cos his clothing are all so called branded. so nothing much to buy.
for xun, buying her big big toy?! i don't know yet.

BUT we know what to buy for daddy and mommy.
that time mommy overheard our convesation between sis and me. cos we were saying about our wallet we went to buy on friday. then she say wallet no good. purse better. SO she was hinting that she want a purse. then i
say.
me:" go LV nice want!"
mommy: okay, i want! wait! you buying for me?!
sis and me: yes mommy.
mommy: happily walked away!

hahahs! mommy so cute. (:
okie. think friday me and sis will be going down to buy her present. should be. & i think mommy cannot go out with us cos have to take care of my grandma. ): so she cannot go there and choose..

okie. grandma is super bad
asked her if she want to drink tea.
guess what she reply.
i want to drink honey.

WTH! she didn't answer my question..

she stayed in the hospital for 2days. my life was super good and can concentrate on my studies. & now she's back.
one word. : sian>!

2008-08-30T11:39:00.002+08:00

SOB SOB>!
yesterday! mommy and daddy went Malaysia to bring grandma TO Singapore!
okie fine. never mind. i shall lock the door. (:

teacher's day, didn't went school. went to bugis to pray for my exams as mommy is leaving to Malaysia in the afternoon, so! early in the morning, mommy and i went out.
came back around 12plus. watching channel 55, the golden bride. zhenzhu so cute. (: watched and ate crab noodles. YUMMY! 1plus mommy , daddy and xun went out left me and sis. wanted to take pictures but i really want to go out to relax. SO! i went out again. went vivo! wanted to watch movie but expensive!

SO! went shopping.! i brought my 3cm heels. which made me super tall & good enough, i'm taller then my sis (: IMAGINE MY HEIGHT IS 166CM and with another 3cm.............169cm......walked with the new shoes for 5hours and now my little toe, PAIN!!!!! because i don't wear heels always!....okie. i buy this shoes is not for going out but is for photo taking. (: this shoe cost $27.90. C&K HAVING SALES! almarks i wanted to buy another buy sis say don't buy

NEXT: my wallet. went to F21/topshop. but can't see nice wallet. THEN! i went to river island! i saw this wallet SUPER NICE! but the style is for going out. my sis is super in love with the wallet. then i went to find others THEN ! SAW ANOTHER ONE BUT NO NEW PIECE ): f*ck man! so my sis brought her pink wallet that cost her $43. (: i went out with my super sad face. i'm finding one wallet which is dark blue/navy blue. because i find this colours very nice. then went to esprit. saw the colour i wanted. then sis say nice.think and think........then i finally brought it... ......the wallet cost me $39.90......
after that, took a train and went back home. (:

=)
a lovely day with sis. && i'm having lots of fun before i study.!
THANKS YA!
i'm taller then my sister! i'm taller then my sister! i'm taller then my sister! i'm taller then my sister! i'm taller then my sister! i'm taller then my sister! i'm taller then my sister! i'm taller then my sister! i'm taller then my sister! i'm taller then my sister! i'm taller then my sister!

OKAY! i'm mad!
vivian, enough of playing back to study!
jiayou!

2008-08-28T12:55:00.002+08:00

didn't went to school!~
got many bad news and good news.
good news,
I'm studying sec 4 topic. sustaining economic development in globalising world. and decided to give up on the D&D.the stupid chapter.
in the process memorising and indeed, it went in to my brain. (=

today everyone went out and i can really study my ss. the chapter of the sustaining economic development in globalising world.sistar having exams last paper & mommy see her mommy.(my grandmother)

bad news,
grandmother leg pain and can't walk. and daddy is going to bring her to Singapore tomorrow. okay a bit angry. when I'm having N's and she come my house make noise. cos my da gu went there and the condition is super ultra bad! so hais. and i think i'm going down my house to study..

okay, going to make the time ultra useful.

GOODLUCKS!

COUNT DOWN 5 DAYS TO CHINESE. BETTER GIVE ME A B333333333333........ I WANT THAT BADLY.

2008-08-26T15:19:00.002+08:00

UNREASONABLE!
come on. if you do not have the CARD TO ENTER the stupid gate then walked one big round and go in.
u 2 just stand there to wait for me to open the stupid gate for you.
good enough my mood was alright.. even if you do not have the card to go in at least you walk slowly. AND GOOD ENOUGH, 2 PPL DIDN'T BRING THE STUPID CARD out of 3(including me!) i don't care if you have the card on it. and BOTH PEOPLE DIDN'T TAKE OUT THEIR WALLET.! WHAT'S THE PROBLEM.? TAKING OUT ONE WALLET IS THAT SO DIFFICULT? MUST USE A LOT OF ENERGY TO TAKE OUT?!
u sure know Ur self. this condo, has lots of security, WHICH MEANS, IF YOU NEED TO GO TO YOUR HOUSE AND GO IN, U NEED THE CARD. THUS i do not understand why you 2 do not have the card.
okay, i super mad about this. i have totally enough of this...u stand there and gave me one face. good enough, i gave u back one blackie face.SHOWING ME THIS STUPID FACE IS ENOUGH AND U STILL GO STAND THERE AS IF YOU ARE THE KING/QUEEN AND I WILL BE THE SMALL LITTLE SERVANT TO OPEN THE BIG DOOR FOR U.
GOOD ENOUGH, I DIDN'T SLAM THE DOOR AT YOU.
GOOD ENOUGH I DID NT SCOLD U IN FRONT.
GOOD ENOUGH I DIDN'T STAND THERE AND WAIT FOR PPL TO OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR FOR YOU.

do such people in the world? being lazy to take out the wallet.? being a princess/prince at home. maid serving you?!
SORRY, FOR ME! I DO NOT RELY ON PEOPLE.I RELY ON MYSELF (=

SO DAMN FCKED UP BY THEM. EVEN THOUGH I DON KNOW WHO THE CARE THEY ARE AND OF COURSE ONE IS FROM MY SCHOOL & IS SEC 2 WANT. !

2008-08-25T16:23:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAH! i brought stuff from online again!
okie.
i brought a dress & a M&G bag.
(=

dress which is only $17. tsktsk. people sell at $24 and she sell at 17$. (=
M&G bag. $34. hehehs! just like my bucket bag but is not a bucket bag. haha. i love M&G bag.

& i love my BAG selling at my shopping blog. I REALLY LOVE IT>! damn nice! okay! i took one myself and not bring to school!!!!!! COS IS TOO BIG!! (= my stuff, one file, pencil box,wallet,bottle,and one book. NICE! i love this feeling. bring so little stuff to school!
then! my sis took in another bag and NOW! she keep nagging at me. NICE RIGHT!! and stuff.nagging. nag. nag.

okie.
enough of shopping.
get my ass on to the stupid cheapo chair and study.
bad news, my chair, BROKE! think i'm too fat! .)= bad! hais. nevermind. wil last this chair for another 1 more month........

back to work!

2008-08-22T18:38:00.003+08:00

I'm freezing, I'm sleepy. shit I'M GOING TO BE SICK! )=

okay.I'm so tired. i went to take a nap as my head was spinning and i can't even stand properly. slept less then 15minutes, my phone rang and i jumped out of the bed, changed and went to hougang mall. hais.

well, 11 days to Ns. my life, english,chinese,social studies.. )=
i'm going to rest over the weekends..after eating one mac meal, I'M NOW LIKE THIS.?!

2008-08-21T15:27:00.002+08:00

yesterday was so busy! i was studying and studying. then at night i didn't watch the 9Pm show. i feel is super lame and decided not to waste time. i went packing parcels for my sis as she is having her exams. it seems like i'm a maid. while taking my Chinese book out and staring at the computer, the emails suddenly came to me. AND of course i wasted half hour because of this/ -.-
and my hands and legs were working so slowly.i have to take the stocks and replying email, took me 3minutes to reply one person. LOL! okay. BUSY BUSY BUSY!

English tuition left 2 more lessons before N's. going to really study real hard!
and of course. i'm 9th in the whole level. i finally got into the top 10!~ i have been waiting for 10 years. primary school i'm always the first(counting from the bottom) and since sec 1 my results became better. of course due to hard work and determination. (=

thank you mommy & daddy! for giving me the money for tuition. really thank you.
& i will have big surprise for mommy too. is to score well in N's and buy lots of things for her after i have earned enough money to let her spend on herself..is just to repay you for putting so much effort and money into it. ! THANK YOU MOMMY!&&& DADDDYYYY TOOOO!!!

many loves from vivian(=

2008-08-20T20:35:00.002+08:00

i feel like changing to wordpress..!

today, i'm super super super happy that i'm doing the chinese and YES i'm working hard to make my chinese to become very super good.

2008-08-19T15:10:00.002+08:00

practically i have been sleeping for less then 7 hours.! less then 7 hours. imagine. last night i slept at 1am. cool! and went school with my sleepy eyes but my brain was extremely awake!!~ i wish i could have more time on everything.
oh dear, N's is coming. AH SHIT man! my social studies my Chinese my English. I'm going to do some madness stuff within this 2 weeks. Chinese, i going to love you a lot. please love me too!

my stupid sis has been calling me since 2.30. because she took stocks and blah blah blah. okay. kinda irritating with my phone vibrating on the bed.

SHIT! I'm going to ask mommy for money again )=
$180(tuition fee)+ $68(assessment books)+$10(class fund)+$10(Chinese book)! AH SHIT!
~ mommy, $268 please.
mommy, promise i will return u this sum of money.!
HAIS! maybe i should pay from my own assessement books. $200 is enough!!

vivian,better pass english at least a b4..if not.....

2008-08-18T20:27:00.005+08:00

decided to post something about the photo shoot. i did another one. is like so tiring with the big heels which is totally not my size! oh my. i hate it so much wear the big heels, I'm going to buy one new one soon!!!!

i don't know what i did. and found this picture so nice and decided to post it on my shopping blog and my blog. (= I'm in love with the shorts. is super cute okay!~ many colours! and & the bag of course. think i'm bring to school tmr.! i'm IN LOVE WITH THE BAG!!!! is super ultra nice and i don't know what to say when my sis took it. okay, is kinda expensive.!! but i love it. !

i love this picture so much!

2008-08-16T19:52:00.002+08:00

sad! jiawei never win laa. but at least for team, they got at least a silver. well 48years Singapore didn't manage to get any medal. (=

was busy with photo shoot and also my homework. did amaths and good enough i know how to do many questions!!!!! aiyeah!! but rate of change, the whole paper, i DON'T know how to do la!~ hais. moral of story, my English sux to the core.!! cos i read the question, my head was like ????? what the hack the question talking about.~~~~~

)=
continue doing mr wong give the paper. (= yeep, going to finish soon.! but i never write nicely. my working were written everywhere.

2008-08-15T14:17:00.002+08:00

I'm going to stop my tuition and put 10000000001% on English, Chinese and social studies.

lastly,

MS CHAN! happy birthday to you~

I'm looking forward for the table tennis. hope li jiawei will do Singapore proud.

*excited*

& of course, staring at the television and revising social studies? can i do it? hope so. alright. I'm going to sit on sofa and stare at the match.

I'm crazy over this Beijing Olympics

SINGAPORE! ~

2008-08-13T14:30:00.003+08:00

seriously.! i tell you, I'm sick and tired of collecting money for the class. i tell you. i really feel like giving up. i seriously think that I'm just a loan shark. everyone is avoiding me JUST BECAUSE I COLLECT THE FUCKING MONEY. money? have been asking them i bring the stupid $10 and the same line, "tomorrow." then when AM I GOING TO COLLECT THE FUCKING MONEY FROM THEM? people still say, can i pay half first? if not you won't be able to collect the money from me. you think I'm who? mother? father? grandmother? great-grandmother?. seriously i don't know what to do. people owning $15 and still say tomorrow. I'm going to explode soon.
by friday. i will increase the amount by twice. i don't care you have problems or whatever crap..you don't give i increase. not happy. go tell ms chan. i don't want to tell ms chan about it as she have alot of stuff to do and i don't want because of this money and she help me chase after them. i feel bad asking teacher to do that.

if you think is nice, please tell me. I'm super willingly to let you do my stupid post.you all have made me go siao. u think is nice. okie. just carry one bullying me then. i'm totally fine with it. as long as this year i do well, and get to sec 5, i swear i won't do treasure anymore..

stoning in the air.?waiting for money to roll in to the pink wallet. asap give money to yingying. but what's the outcome?

craps.!

2008-08-11T17:47:00.004+08:00

did trigo questions. and so stress doing it. proving one stupid question for 1hour. wtf man. okay,this question is really tough. as what tuition teacher say. and of course, i wanted to make myself clever so i went to buy a O's levels a-maths book.questions are the same. good enough, some i know how to do. solve it within seconds(trigo) some take minutes and some take HOURS. okay. i know i'm insane. but nothing much to do. five years series DONE. ten years series DONE. so what to do? go buy book and do. i promise myself i will finish one chapter in 2days..SO i better do it. science and phy too not o's but tuition teacher buying books for me. *happy* cos i don't need to spend time on there choosing books.

I HATE AEROPLANES NOW! okay. seriously is damn bloody asshole noisy. the stupid old airport is just located behind my house and SINCE 11aM until 5PM. the stupid airplane flying here and there, made me can't do my work.Zzz tuition PLUS nap PLUS doing homework i have been hearing it.
maybe i should not be a pilot. maybe i should open one shop to sell clothing in a high class places. well, I'm super in love with fashion since sis started her online business. i began to know what is fashion. i began to know what is the latest fashion and stuff. i could also know that this clothes will sell out or not but when i go down to take, i seriously damn BLURR. oh well as what my mum say, my eyes, my stupid blurr-ness,my carelessness, i can't be a pilot. what if i'm flying the airplane and i did not press this button and everyone including me, GONE..
i don't know if i can make it to poly.BUT i really hope i can do what i really want to do in life.
BUT!
i want to study now.

2008-08-10T21:18:00.003+08:00

tomorrow going to have tuition. and i have again hundreds of questions to ask.
today mum,sis and i packed the stocks omg. is really alot. and of course. i began to choose the clothing and i said" this one nice, *throw aside* " and soon the more i packed, the more I'm taking the clothing. tsktsk. so i decided to wash all the clothes so that sis can't sell it to the customers. xD. so i have some new clothing in my cupboard. that's a great thing. (= sis is having holidays NOW! i also want to have holiday. school is just so boring to me. I'm just like a mummy going to school. after this, Chinese then English then chem then phys. life is extremely bored. papers and papers ,ten years series. i rather do my own revision books at home. )= that's real bored.
good news, i won't be locking my desktop as i need to reply some emails sometimes so i have to on the computer while sis having her exams or whatever craps. i don't know.~ BAD NEWS TO ME. haix.

waiting for someone to reply my message. waiting patiently.i really hope the person will reply me. (=
while waiting, tuition teacher wanted to change timing and was surprise that my phone vibrated but ...wth. the person gave me the wrong number?! hais. could you reply my message asap. /=
I"M SAD

ALRIGHT.BACK to study.moodless. tired.

2008-08-09T14:44:00.004+08:00

i hope everything will be like last time. please. more more more. i want more.

was pretty sad.. hais. whatever. don't care already.
anyway:

happy birthday Singapore. (=

stupid NE race, AND I TELL YOU ALL. NEXT YEAR(IF I'M ABLE TO COME BACK) I WILL NOT GO FOR THE STUPID RUN. RUNNING FOR YOUR SICK OF YOUR LIFE. 4.8KM YOU GOOD. MAKE UNTIL MY LEG SO SO SO SO SO SO PAIN UNTIL I CAN'T EVEN STAND PROPERLY.! my legs are weak so. yup. i hate running. so does everyone. why run?! ~

AND i hate my currently situation. sleepy. yawns. wtf? just run until my body is so ultra weak? slept t 12am to see the opening ceremony for Beijing stuff woke up at 10. sleepy eye es. sian. can' t study. physics while doing, i slept on my table until someone opened the door and i woke up. SIAN! i tell you i hate running..

i need coffee. i need sleep. i need to study.!

2008-08-06T13:37:00.003+08:00

haix. this few days I'm really damn "sway"!
yesterday i nearly knocked down by a car by another 1cm i will be lying in the hospital already.
this driver was very irresponsible. at that time i was ultra blurr. was thinking of something then this car suddenly move. he didn't on the spotlight. he didn't WAIT for me to cross this car.&& I DIDN'T WALK VERY SLOW. he just move. and i was shocked. of course i was having terrible headache when I'm going to school.. i should have record down his car plate. but i totally forgot. but he will get his fine as he didn't on the spotlight. of course there will be such laws. if you don't know.

then went popular to buy books. spent 60plus on books.. then while waiting for jiahui, i met an uncle. kinda siao. but don't bother. i wanted to walk away but i was afraid that he will chase after me. so i stay calm and let him talk. after that he walked way.?! funny person. he said that don't give money to that guy standing there. LOL!

today got back amaths and maths. amaths was super not well done.. i didn't fail the paper but it was not my marks i wanted. but i can say that i didn't work a lot on amaths. BUT because of careless i really wanted to burn the paper away. emaths worse! 5marks gone DUE TO 3significant, never write units. waolao i wanted to scold the teacher marking it.! 5marks i can get a 80. now.....75......haiss......just an a1?! my aim was totally so long long long way. 3marks from paper 1 & 2marks from paper 2. PLEASE EVERYONE CLAP FOR ME. thank you. how careless am i!!?!?!?!?!?!? aiyo. i really wanted to bring toothpicks and put on my eyes and really open BIG enough to see the question. either write wrong questions OR asshole count wrongly.
bye prelims.
working very hard for Ns

good lucks to everyone..don't give up also. (: is the very last lap already for this year. don't give up! keep trying. (: and lastly i wish everyone all the best. love ya~

blogged maybe 2-3days later. i'm locking this desktop VERY sooonn. maybe today!?

2008-08-04T16:41:00.003+08:00

hello two packet of maggi.
seriously i hate eating lunch in school. decided to skip and go for maths class.
3.30PM, my stomach was calling for food. was extremely hungry. so wanted to buy waffler to eat. but my sis called me to send her some stuff and i have to rush home.~ well, on her lappy and at the same time cooking. my actions were very clumsy.

fcuk. i did badly for my physic paper. DUE TO THE STUPID CRAMPS!!
hey cramps, i hate you. please go way.
i pass but not very good.
hais. i just loss 13marks due to careless. if not i will get higher then this. & tuition teacher will scold me and mum. i don't want to tell mum. i feel very embarrassed to tell her. haix. ms chew say i have a high b3. well. goodbye a1.. haix.
oh well, just hope other subject will do well. although i didn't put in much effort on ss esp.~ hais hais hais.

Vivian is going to lock her desktop. & forbid her from using it~ cos she is spending too much time on computer. so won't be able to use computer so often. going to tell daddy about this.!

from today own ward, Vivian is going to study in air-con room to train her to do work in air con room. of course i will pay for the bill. BUT one thing to take note.

everyone say i sleep in air-con room. BUT i don't. i seriously hate sleeping in air con room. (=

alright. on the air-con and study. homework for tuition is not done. OH SHIT!

2008-08-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

haix. today dad scolded sis in front of so many people.
waolao. come on la. we just want to intro good food to you and you just say sis like this. you repeated so many times"not nice" so what you want us to do? return the food to them? throw to food on the floor? walk out of the place? as what sis say, please check the what you want to eat before going in.. haix. don't wish to say it anymore.

nevermind. i just feel sad for her.

don't bother don't care~

2008-08-02T20:39:00.004+08:00

don't bother about the afternoon post. just deleted away. haix.

i'm resting. sleeping for more then 13hours today. slept at 10last night. woke up at 10am. afternoon took a nap, from 1 to 3.30. tee. shiok! and i will be sleeping very early today also.

last night dad brought back supper for us. he had bbq so he brought back my favourite mee. dono what mee. but is near my old house the famous & nice mee. bad news, i ate the whole packet myself. oh dear, i'm eating like nobody business again. eating non-stop. imagine after food & i went to drink half glass of chocolate milk! shiok right.! DIES* FAINTS* i don't want to be fat. Vivian stop eating. & I'm now 43kg.! good news but i'm having ultra big stomach already.

eat sleep eat sleep. THANK YOU. my life is so good.

i want to drink green tea.

2008-08-01T16:42:00.004+08:00

went down to take stocks. BUT i didn't really go search for clothing. i was looking at jacket,shorts,shoes,bags, wallets. look LIKE my shopping spree has started. i was brought another jacket. (: i think i have 6jackets now. one:pink Adidas two:the pink colour i bring to exam hall.three:Levis. 4,5,6 can't remember. and now another white jacket. i love the print..and i got one shorts for myself. and t-shirts yeah~

PINK COLOUR is THE FASHION NOW!
went in to all the shop and now is pink fashion NOW! omg. i love it. i took 1 colour pink t-shirt. but too bad no pink shortttss!!!!!! FINDING FINDING FINDING.

but i was kinda angry. as everyone is finding WINNIE PENG and not me. zZ go in to the shop.

shop owner:eh , winnie leis!? why you come alone?
me:she studying~
shop owner: wah i very long never see you and your sis already leis!
me: ohh. she busy i also busy!
shop owner: monday got stocks. remember to ask her come down. have maxi dress and stuff.
me: ohh in my heart:(zzzzzz)
*go find clothing*

blah blah blah. i'm so tired. today had cramps and i totally can't focus on physic paper. and don't know why, all the teacher laughed at me. ms chew,mr zul,ms chan blah blah. my face very funny?! why everyone laughing? boring.~

xun went ZOO today! she will complain to me about the animal and her stories will be never ending. &&&&&& XUN have to attend a birthday party at my house downstair. the boy's birthday. came up to my house to invite her .
the funniest thing was, when he pressed the bell,
me:who ah! look outside. no one leis. then my head look down a little. and i saw a little boy hidding at the corner of the door.(2 things can happen)
1. i'm too tall.
2. my eyes have some problems.

and the person who will press the bell is either newspaper man OR mum's friends. but i didn't expected to see xun friend. ~ oh well, xun will be having thousand of fun while i will be sleeping like a log. good that she will get out of the house and i can sleep peacefully!
if not:
jiejie, how to do this? OR play me with me leis!
so! yes yes yes! OUT of the house. thank you!
GIVE ME PEACE! FOR 2 DAYS.! LET ME SLEEP ~

2008-07-31T13:50:00.002+08:00

demoralise. hais.!

nothing much about the a-maths test. as usual careless mistakes but at least i did check the paper. (= was thinking the last question part II was a 4mark question. i don't think is a proving of the question. i did differently for the part II onwards but answer was still the same. so maybe i really remembered wrongly or something else.

seeing you have a smile cheers me up esp. for a-maths paper (= maybe is time to forgive you. is been so long i didn't talk to you.~ like half a year?

last 2 paper. jiayou!~
and maybe tomorrow i will be going down myself to take stocks. anyone want to accompany me?!? i'msobored.

one joke for everyone:

my sis said; she want to go shanghai to do go there to do business stuff as her school wants people to go there but she was afraid of going there. guess what she say:

i very scare there have natural disaster leh!!
me: waolao! is like so scare for what. the more you think the more it will happen.
stupid girl! singapore the best okay. then next time you stay at home, we go other countries okay>?!
my first reaction was waolao. stop it la. earthquake or whatever disaster the earth have.~

oh well, LA had earthquake by the way. )=

2008-07-30T16:53:00.003+08:00

stupid auntie! never give my mother the RA number. so how am i suppose to tell the girl? wtf she doing laa. slow pok still want to do the counter.

i super angry!~
sis will SCOLD ME again laa. give problem. kns.

emaths was alright. no difficult questions. but a little problem in the S.D don't know what i'm doing also. hope i can get a a1 back!yeeessssssss!
amaths was pretty good just that the last question was a question mark to me. i asked ms ving and mr wong. so sad, they never gave me a single clue. haix. 4marks just flew away. i just hand in a blank piece of paper. shiok? first time i didn't do anything for one question.~ i did the paper within 1hour plus and that stupid question slow me down and i can't really check my paper.BUT AT LEAST! I spotted few mistakes. (=

4 more paper to go.
chinese SIAN!~~~~~~
amaths paper 2
physics
chem

well well well, nothing much. just hope everything will go smootthhhlllyyyy..~~

omg. everyone is updating but my, hanging there. both of us are so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so busy! and can't even have to time to go down take stocks~~~~~~~~~/=

sian!no income for so long le )=

2008-07-29T17:45:00.004+08:00

flunk my social studies with "flying colours"
i screwed up my social studies~ AWWW!

today my mom was shocked to see my hair like some bomb explosion.
she told me to reborn my hair this month or something. well guess what i told her?

don't bother don't care. i don't want to care my stupid hair. just study hard first then all the reborning stuff come later.

my mom was shocked to hear this as whenever she say things about reborn my eye will be very big. but this time i didn't even bother to care doing such things.
should i say i changed a lot? not naughty, not spendthrift, not playing games, not going out with friends.
oh well, don't bother don't care. when N's are over, i will be some mad woman going out. spend money. buy buy buy buy buy. (:

study study study.
40plus days to N's. whatever craps stop now. study hard.

hello aviation, 10points (:
hello food!
hello a-maths paper 1
hello e-maths paper paper 2
hello science
hello Chinese
hello a-maths paper 2

Vivian siao? study a & e maths till she go crazy?
i don't know.. heeeheee.

if i could master all the subject and all get a a1 back. then my aviation, pilot course will come through. i will be flying the airplane. i could fly all over the world. hais. how stupid am i? why can't i master all subject and get all a1s back? reason being? lazy? not paying extra attention to the question? careless? how i wish i'm like my cousin. all a1s~ haix!

2008-07-27T15:27:00.002+08:00

sian i'm tired. I'm killing too much brain cells.
been studying for 2days of geography. intensive studying but yet, i only can memorise 3chapters. wtf am i doing. food & the chapter of food, i hate you. stop coming near me. i hate you so much okay. understand of hate?! I'm giving up on the food chapter. my head will start to have headache whenever i touch the geography book. freaking-ly i hate HATE HATE food. I CAN'T GET THOSE STUFF TO MY STUPID BRAIN!

well tuition and he told me lots of things. he told me not to give up esp a-math & geography. he joked with me so that I'm won't feel stress. hais.

what the hack am i doing? blogging? resting? relaxing? i'm so tired. tired. tired. jsut end this asap.
HOW? am i just going to give up the chapter food?

2008-07-26T18:46:00.002+08:00

could things make it simple?
like give me some medicines so that i can memorise stuff easier?

geography i love you.
river & coast I'm alright. but development and food, i don't know what to memorise. SO i decided to study e-maths.(=
oh well, i hope i can do well in every subject.

Vivian, no slacking okay.
Vivian, study hard.
Vivian, don't play around.

and lastly,

VIVIAN LOVE GEOGRAPHY! I LOVE YOU GEOGRAPHY. ( the opposite)

I'm eating too much, ice-cream, maggi noodles and shit stuff. BUT! I'm losing weight.
what the hack?! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

2008-07-25T16:30:00.002+08:00

went to cut my hair.~ and brought a book and 4pens. (: just for prelims.

okie. good lucks to everyone.
(:

i totally screwed up my amaths test today. HAIS!

2008-07-23T17:10:00.002+08:00

alright! my life will be super busy. I'm going to lock myself up and S-T-U-D-Y . I'm on the way to the end. just bare with another 3months and life will be great.

i often let you. sometimes i know you are stress but I'm also stress too. you have FA to study but i don't even know what is FA in the first place . okay, i didn't want to meet the girl as i don't wish to stop studying. i know i know you just need another 2 weeks but I'm only left with few days to prelims. and i told myself by hook or by crook, I'm going to study at night till 12midnight and to study my geography or social studies. but i know i can't make it to 12midnight. I'm busy too. you are busy too. so just wait till your projects are over and my prelims over then we start all over again to do whatever things we need to do. okays? bare with each other another 2weeks and everything will be fine. (= well, i know I'm at fault too. so, let's study first. dad put a lot of hope on you cos you can go university. i don't know will i do it. so just make them happy. (= well let's not quarrel anymore. give each other some space and we will be the best sister forever. ~

hais. I'm just so guilty!

2008-07-22T14:42:00.002+08:00

i'm going to be very sick soon.
& just hope that this WILL NOT come when my prelims starts.

:(

2008-07-21T16:54:00.002+08:00

i guilty now! i didn't study over the weekends. cos I'm sick! FEVER & FLU! AND WORSE my mum ate durian in front of me. and my saliva was dripping all over as i can't eat due to oral now of course, I'm alright.! but just that my flu haven't really cure but still on medication. the worse of the worse~! i hate it~ and finally i ate the durian.. HAHA!

well sijie did a very good job for me. she taught me oral~ AND! the topic is like future career. and i was talking about to jiahui and i was kinda surprised that the topic is this.~ ~ weee of course the teacher haven't say finish and i started saying about it. LOL! the teacher face was like
*shocked* =)
me: sorry hors, i too kanjiong already, i wanna to say. okie i know I'm little kanjiong but never mind. at least i said those things out from my mind. ~~~~

and bad news! HELLO! FABIAN JUST DREW SOMETHING ON MY TABLE. ZZZZZZZZZZ
he wrote this:
Fabian rock.
sijie sux

zzzzzzz! and this my table and he "carve" on my table using a pen.!
do take a look on it. =)
well oral over, and now is time to study. (=

2008-07-19T16:42:00.006+08:00

nothing to say about myself. ):

for

being

so

STUPID!

so what's now?

2008-07-18T15:54:00.003+08:00

as usual, the school went black out.. and the noise and stuff is going crazy!
well, i must say i hate doing exams in the hall, teachers walked around with their shoe noisy! but good enough, Mr Wong took off his shoe and walk around.~

and i swear i will do well for my prelims just hope that i won't be so KPO and see people when they walked pass me..
hais.

seriously, am i a face that is SCOLDING? yesterday came back from tuition and i EVEN SMS-ED YOU THAT THE COMPUTER HAD BROKE DOWN again it take years to load and i don't know what happen. you brought your laptop to school and how am i going to use the computer. and COULD YOU STOP SCOLDING ME. hey come on la~ if you are stress then i tell you this, i'm also stress. you ask me when can i take picture, i'm ALWAYS at home by 3pm. and hello is you are the one is not free and you blamed me for that and could you stop watching movie is getting very irritating. and HELLO I'M HAVING MY PRELIMS IN 1 WEEK TIME. I WILL HELP YOU IS ALREADY VERY GOOD. and HELLO! LAST NIGHT YOU ON THE LAMP AND I KNOW YOU ARE PACKING THOSE THINGS IN MY CUPBOARD BUT COULD YOU AT LEAST LE T ME REST? I'M HAVING TEST TOMORROW AND YOU ON THE DAMN BLOODY LAMP. GOOD ENOUGH I DID NOT DO IT TO YOU WHENEVER YOU SLEEP.okie fine. maybe i'm just too stupid to do that. okies! YES! i should say that i should not do. hais!~ MUM IS ALSO NOT HELPING ME LA~ GO HELP HER . OKIE FINE GO SIDE HER THEN. GO AHEAD. ONE FINE DAY I WILL MAKE YOU REGRET. COME ON LA. YOU SAY YOU WANT TO DO IT YOURSELF, I THINK WITHOUT MY HELP, YOU CAN GO AND EAT SHIT ALREADY. WHEN YOU COME BACK, YOU ARE SO TIRED. YOU STILL GOT THINK TO REPLY EMAIL? haha! LAUGH MY ASS MAN!~ say you are peng. hello then i'm also peng. but is VIVIAN PENG!

am i just too stupid or something?
stupid vivian!

2008-07-17T15:07:00.002+08:00

I HATE MY DESKTOP!! is making me going crazy!when i need the computer very much, it broke down. when i don't need to computer it is working and now, i don't know what my hand did, is alright. i called my sis phone for more then 20times. I'm very sorry but the bloody computer is not working! seriously i hate electronic devices. I HATE IT!~!!!

oh come on! i just lost 16 marks for my amaths test due to my favourite mistake that is "careless mistake"
example:
the answer should be like this!
(2x-1)=o
x=1/2

BUT!

i wrote this:
(2x-1)=o
2x=1/2
x=1/4

ZZZ!simple questions like this is saying a goodbye to my marks! anyway sijie and i lost marks many marks too. integrate 7 to 2. we wrote 7 to 5. zzzzz and another 2 marks loss!~

I'm so guilty now. I'm asking mum for money because tuition fee. as dad spent more then 2k on cousins,cam,food,xp stuff,computer security stuff and electricity bill, hand phone bills and more !! hais hais hais hais! if I'm using my own money. i only can pay another 8more lessons. hais.!!HAIx! but i can say, i did improve. summary,comprehension and of course my stupid idiot grammar mistakes. i swear i will make full use of the tuition. if i can earn more money, i could pay for my own tuition fee. hais!~~ what to do? hais! for the sick of English, i won't quit~

I'm feeling very bad now!

one two three HAIS!! let's hais together!

2008-07-15T15:16:00.003+08:00

desktop is really really ready! but load one page equals to 2 minutes.
i downloaded the msn messager took me half hour to do that. -.-''' okie. is either my Internet cable have some problems or computer really go siao!
reformatted few times and now the computer is super ultra slow. i opened 2 Internet, it said"no respond" Zzz ! just hope this computer won't spoil anymore till i have the money to buy lappy! OKIES! I'm determined to really buy a new computer for myself USING MY OWN MONEY!Zzz cant stand the slowness of the computer & the stupid problems this computer gace me!. Zzz

ms loo gave us another 4 essay of SS to type out again and and and i can use computer. wee..= )
so nice right! give us another 4. great! i will be like going C-R-A-Z-Y! and dad haven;t install the micosoft word and stuff. have to wait for him to install everything including photo shop. -.-''' okies piss off with my computer.!~

~~!~

just wondering how people know my shopping blog. zzz!

if can do tell me.

2008-07-14T17:48:00.003+08:00

can i say my desktop is ready?
hmmm, not sure. i still have no courage to on it. as i don't know is working. ): but by tonight everything should be fine (:
well, dad brought us a new camera.~ freaking-ly nice! but i still don't know how to use. is the same as my last time camera but with extra functions and stuff. as it can make your skin look brighter and stuff.~going to play with it late.~but! this camera don't have face detection is not i will be playing like no body's child. ):

OKIES i'm very piss off with 112 bus driver. she extremely "cute" i can say. i miss the bus and had to wait for another. it take years to come. -.-'''
conversation with me and bus driver:

me:*board the bus with a angry face tap the card and listening to songs*
bus driver:ah girl ah!
me:*didn't heard it
bus driver:ah girl ah! *tap me*
me:*blurr face/stupid face*
bus driver:WHY YOU DON'T WANT TO TAKE ANOTHER SIDE OF THE BUS? HERE JAM LIKE HELL AND WHY YOU DONT WANT TO TAKE?
me:uhs?!in my heart*why you care so much. i like taking this bus cannot is it?*
bus driver:blah blah and grandma story. say so many people complain about us not driving you people to school on time cos we drive too slow.
me:*in my heart: like i care so much*
bus driver:crap all the way. zz and seriously i do no what she talking as i was listening to damage! (luckily there is only 1 adult and 1 child. if not i sure walk away. )
me: walk off.
bus driver:shouted! WHAT TIME YOU NEED TO GO SCHOOL?
me:8.40 la!*piss off*

is like hey, just woke up from lala land and miss the stupid bus and you expect my feeling to be good? early morning kenna scolded for seriously NO REASON!~!

~~!~

2008-07-13T17:59:00.005+08:00

hmms, upload some pictures~

bye sharon! act cute!
my cousins. thanks only 4of us. !
cute right!
the last chance to play with her. xun!

on the way to vivo city to eat (:

sis and me!

nanny? asking them to come is so difficult
at the airport! miss ya~ 10years of teddy bear!

may i know where am i looking?

candid shot of her! and what xun doing?!
xun ah! aunty leis! backside so big!

yeeps!~

enjoy!

err Sharon has a 10years old teddy bear. (: actually not smelly at all but just that the fur dropped everywhere in the airport! cos i went to pluck out the bear's fur. hehes!

if i got a chance to go to australia.. I WILL..

2008-07-11T17:38:00.002+08:00

i sent them yesterday. xun cried cos she will miss Sharon a lot.~ well, i nearly cried too but i controlled. when they went it, my heart is just like thousand of pins poking through. pretty sad. they reached Australia and maybe i will see them another 3 to 5years.

well all i can say I'm happy because my bed/clothing/table is back. oh yes! BUT kinda sad. they don't wish to stay in Singapore if not xun will play with her till she go crazy. she don't even care about her studies and just keep playing with her..swimming and stuff and Sharon send her to school. so good. (: the feeling of sending someone to the airport is really very pain. but my motive of going to the airport is not to send them but to see pilot and air stewardess and AIRPLANES!oh my, i saw the A380. AHHH! is so pretty and omg! the plane is so BIG! I'm in love with it. the biggest airplane. i missed the airshow but I'm will work hard to aim pilot. (: and of course my N's and O's too.

today motivational talk. the power of dream! gives you vision, passion and action. and very sure i will get it. i will break all the psychological barriers.~ maybe I'm will enter air force first before i get a pilot licence. i have planned everything and even jot down all the things i have to overcome the difficult parts.~
freak! my difficult part for this week:
type out 6 Social studies answers.
do all the amaths/emaths paper.
study for maths mock exams.

half way through left the last last last question for social studies. i chiong from 3pm to 6pm 3hours on the lappy.. still typing. oh well, i should get my hands on typing again.

many lucks for prelims is so so so so near!
oh dear~

2008-07-10T17:48:00.000+08:00

i managed to use computer today~extremely happy. (: been 3days didn't use the computer. wee.~ desktop is not ready! thinking of buying myself a lappy but i have to save some money before buying it & earn more money from shopping blog too.. hope i will get it after N's. shiokk!~

cousin will be leaving today. flight:11.30PM . aw. going to miss them. although they stayed at my house, they gave me loads of fun. after my oral, i talked to my mother and them. because I'm kinda sad as i didn't do well as what i wished. they made me laughed. cheered me up. and yesterday they even treated the whole family including shark's fin. spent about a 1k on it. I'm very happy with what they gave me as i only can see them every 5years. so I'm willing to give up on tuition today and go to airport to send them off. probably i will cry. i will miss them a lot. I'm willing to sleep on the small little hard bed and give my bed to let them sleep. i feel so sad now. my heart is totally sinking to the bottomless pit. i do no how I'm going to send them. sis and i gave cousin a cat file from art box which is PRINCESS.. hope that will let her remember us as cousins in PENG family are all girls. and of course we took many photos. funny, sad,formal and many more. ): i'm feel very sad.
2 weeks past. i have been playing/slacking/tuition/not really studying alot. and they are leaving soon. SO FAST! ): i really hope they will come back again and i will really going to miss them a lot. of course Sharon will miss sherlene too. the fun they have are irreplaceable.they went swimming, they took lots of photo/funny photos.

oh well, is time to say:
GOODBYE to them and WELCOME N'S
everything has come to an end.
they have finished their 2weeks holiday in Singapore and Malaysia. hope they really have lots of fun. (: and of course i wasted 2weeks of my life.
I'm promise them i will study hard and i will STUDY HARD for my upcoming major exams. (:

oh well, i really have nothing to say. my mind is totally blank now just like yesterday's oral. i have totally no mood but rest assure i will get my life back again and this time i will be very serious and and and really stop playing and chioing for my life. ):

VIVIAN IS GOING TO MISS THEM A LOTS!

2008-07-07T01:40:00.002+08:00

freak~ THEY ARRE BACK!
the whole house is full of noisy and i can't study for my test tomorrow and Wednesday~
SO MANY THINGS BROKE DOWN.
FIRSTLY STUPID STAR HUB CABLE don no what happen watch channel 55 and suddenly said this: to subscribe please call 1633." how nice.all my subscribe channel can't watch. freak~ nice nice and then i call star hub, 3minutes on the phone listen to their music. zz. then to my surprise, they called my house phone.(: and minutes later, everything is fine.
&& MY STUPID DESKTOP BROKE DOWN. FREAKING GREAT~ IS TIME TO REFORMAT MY COMPUTER AGAIN. I HATE DESKTOP. FREAKING GIVING TROUBLES. ZZZ. IT BROKE DOWN ON THE CORRECT TIME WHEN WE DID THE all the phones finished. zzz.
&&& my phone also siao siao want.i msg out, phone auto shut down.zzz. yesterday was really @*^$^%&#^( upppp with so much things. finally 2 things are solved and now stupid desktop is hanging there waiting for dad to reformat it. so for the time being, using my sis lappy.

shit Wednesday English oral. just retrieved my entry proof from my drawer. totally forgot about it. all i could say, i don't know what to do now~

went out with sis to eat dinner and headed to kovan to eat hk cafe.hmm, actually i can say that the food is pretty nice. no oily,not much msg. okies i know i'm very fussy about food. too oily and stuff i won't eat. zzz ~~~~~

vivian please STUDY FOR TEST~!

MORE SALES FOR BLOGSHOP TOO~!

2008-07-05T13:32:00.002+08:00

I'm all alone at home. i met my mum and dad at heartland mall..ask dad to send me home ended up i took a bus back home.~
didn't really do much on LOCD as my stomach is damn pain for some reasons.Zzz.
this morning sis made me very angry so i went there with moody face but ended up with a smiling face as shan got another new phone and is some how like a PDA. omg. i was playing with her phone for like 15minutes.?~
my dinner, a packet maggi mee.

seriously i don't understand why people loves to make fun on people. some times i know is fun doing it the feeling is so "shiok~!' but this is my name,my house,my phone,my computer and don't you ever SAY anything . come on, everything that i like does not mean that you will like it. if you are not happy then don't see or visit it. everyone will have different type of taste. for example, i love eating chicken rice but you hate it.? then what am i suppose to do? hate eating chicken rice just because of you?just because you hate eating it then i also have to hate eating eat? this is exactly the same thing I'm having now. well i can say it really hurt me alot. i admit sometimes is a little overdoing. well is just a question mark to me for now ;[

not to bother is stuff anymore. i'm going to let it go~

i just can't stand the way she looks & talk to me. ZZzZ

2008-07-04T18:17:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired. today was whole day studying. went for Chinese class and then took a bus now to collect my sis's stocks took a cab back home and then tuition teacher sms-ed me say 'tuition today' oh well, i agreed cos i have thousands of questions to ask him. he came within minutes after i sms-ed back. i did amaths to whole of the lesson. was really very tired~. and finally tomorrow i won't worry about tuition. ~teacher going to fly off on Sunday again~ ZZzzZzzZzZzzZzz. he is always flying around the world.
mommy and daddy is going Malaysia to bring them back to Singapore and will be back on Sunday and my dinner and lunch have to eat myself again.~~~~~ again. Zzz just hope my sis won't go out with her friends.~~~.

jiahui broke my pink BAG!~ how nice.was pretty angry with it but is already spoiled. i won't be buying any bags as prelims are coming and is really very near and my oral~my dear oral~! *faints* i can't go with sijie to take neoprints on Monday~~~. HAIS.can't go out. going to study the whole day~whole day. weee....2more weeks to prelims..AHHHHHHH!! wat to do?~

2008-07-02T15:24:00.003+08:00

went tuition saw ms Lin~ oh yea, she will be teaching me English. *happy* *extremely happy* i will continue with this tuition till i get a b3/4 back for N's. nothing much~! but thousands of papers to do. Zzz English,chem,amaths,emaths and the paper will be never ending coming to me. starting my home tuition this week and PLEASE MAKE ME FREE ON SUNDAY. IF NOT I'M GOING ask him COME one day for 3hours lesson. i have thousands of questions to ask him especially my "dearest" subject amaths. i'm will be pack with 3days of tuition. i know i will be tired as school ends around 3.30. but i have to carry on with it. nevermind.
going to do more and more more more paperrsss...

2008-06-29T19:54:00.003+08:00

today sis and i went to kovan to eat NEW YORK~ total bill : $51.23. as usual, i ate the whole piece chicken and a bit of the noodle. drink a chocolate drink, super nice. I'm in love with NEW YORK~ was freaking-ly unglam when eating the whole piece chicken. firstly i don't know how to use a knife.(I'm scare i will cut myself) so i anyhow use and chicken meat are flying everywhere. so UNGLAM~~~~~~. but never mind. very full until now I'm still VERY FULL. mommy,xun and daddy not back yet. and sis went 0out with friend to watch get smart. AND HERE AM I ALONE AT HOME STUDYING/SLEEPING/WATCHING television . the whole house is so quiet. when anything dropped, i can hear the sound. staying alone is not a good thing. seriously i hate staying at home alone but too bad~ got to study~~
went popular to buy files. specially brought transparent file for my N's entry proof and my NRIC. ~and brought 2 transparent file for worksheets. one for the weekly test paper. and another for all the mixture type of worksheets. i need to be kind with my worksheets.~

lastly, i can sleep in peace now~!~!~!~!~! no worries. great great great but they will be back by sunday and sleep another more days before they leave. ): aww!~ this is bad~!ultra bad and i will be back sleeping in my sis room. haix.

2008-06-28T17:45:00.003+08:00

finally they went to Malaysia. I'm back sleeping in my room. my table, my bed. i miss everything in my room.and once i lie on my bed, i immediately went to my dreamy land and this sis keep asking me to do this and that. while i'm still sleeping. so ended up only sleep for 1hour after doing so much things. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
just realised that sleeping on that stupid bed hurts my back a lots. after they left, i went to clear my room. the bed, mop the floor sweep the floor and finally is super clean now! can't stand the dust in my house. well, they are going there for 1week and coming back to my house again to sleep for a night before the go back to their own country.
my room is now badly damage.. my dad drill a 2 hole for us to take pictures and he drilled the wrong hole and now have a extra hole. Zzz. badly damage. if i can turn the time, maybe i will strongly encourage them not to come even is like 5years i didn't see them. dinner was not fun at all, sis, me , mum,da gu,xiao gu were entertaining our self. busy talking. well yes, for long they didn't see each other they should talk ut worse, uncle switched off the main switch as we wanted to have some background music for happy birthday. everyone was stunned. the whole room was silent.he said this 'we can sing better then this.'zzz. not to bother it anymore is totally over. xun,mum&dad went Malaysia. zzz.so left me and sis.sis went out with friends. so I'm now alone at home. so quiet wanted to study then she told me to post the sales post. well, time wasted. i will study at night.! must! STUDY!

I'm going tuition with SIJIE! ya! i finally found a English tuition. is on Tuesday and Thursday!

for N's dad and mum is willing to fork out the money and i will put in 10000000000000000000000000000% of my heart into every subject. for English, i will. i promise i will get back a 3/4 for N's and by O's i will get a 1(hopes) hope this tuition help me. going to start tuition this Tuesday. is a 1 to 3 now!~ IS EXTREMELY GOOD.. (: for now, total amount of tuition spend on me per month is $400 for 5 subject..i'm going to chiong like nobody business again. and and and DO NOT ASK VIVIAN TO GO OUT. IF CAN ASK HER GO BACK HOME STUDY.!and

finally, i can get my stupid ass on the chair.been "kicking"around the house. and wasting time.! *$&*$(*$&(*#$&#(*&(%*4

2008-06-27T16:14:00.002+08:00

OH yes! dinner and i will eat like some nobody business again! gosh! i grew 4cm for like 2months ago? and now my height is 166cm and weight XX kg. I'm too tall~ could i just cut some away? Zzz I'm going to be like sis height 169 cm. Zzz PLEASE STOP GROWING TALLER AND FATTER A LITTLE! food that goes in eventually shoot up and not grow sideways. i feel so tall. i love my 164cm height and now another 2cm!! my dad will say about me STOP BEING TALL! and everyone is saying that I'm so tall now!cousin said that too. ): how saddening.

well, being tall is a good thing but being TOO tall is also another bad thing. hope the next height and weight i will see my height to be 166cm and weight to be 47kg.

DINNER! just hope i won't get freeze to death! is somehow like north pole air-con is free anyway!cousin complaining hot, go there will be cold~ weeee..

so cute~many pictures taken. hahahas! was playing with sis's friend cam.(: many many loves.
weeeeeeeeeeee

67days to N's. for today. play. for tmr study~

i was been kicked around yesterday. wanted to study at night around 8.30 went to sis room
she said this:don't study here la! i want to sleep~
so i went to computer room, mother using computer
so so.
ended up going to the living room and xun on the stupid television. can't study so i off the televison.(bad right!)
after sitting down, they came back home. so i was being kicked back to my sis room and i was being kicked out for that stupid table lamp. how nice! im like kicking around?! kick and kick! then watch television, just a waste of my time.!

zzZzzZzzzZz

2008-06-26T16:00:00.002+08:00

weeee.yesterday i received a very very very expensive gift from my grandma. it is a gold necklace which cost 1000$ per necklace. she brought for the 4of us. Sharon,xun,me and sis. (: just realised that this is my very very first gift from her and the most expensive gift from her. & another thing, the 2 small little kids has BIG eyes! and me and sis small eye. ~! Zzz just received the necklace from ilovelrh.com. is very nice. i love it. this is my first time buying online goods although i opened a online shop.
N is coming in 68 days. ending in 107days(i think) around 3more months and my second jail term is up. the very first jail term in psle and last is Os =) got to study!!! can;t afford to waste time. and the school make every sec 4 students to stay back until 3.30PM extra 1hour30minutes.~~*&^#$&^$.

68days to go.

let's chiong for our future. (:

addoil~

2008-06-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

suddenly mother treat me so so so good. well I'm going camping. just that I'm camping in another room. i miss my bed and my table a lot~ i can't study. ~~~~~ they are arriving at 10pm at night. i won't be able to go to the airport to fetch them~~~~~~idiot! but i have to stay at home and wait for their arrival. my granny is coming also. so my house will be flooded with people. another 4people is coming to my house. how nice~ i can't sleep as there are too many people in my house. i feel very unsafe. i don't know why.

): boring~yawns~ i have to study at the dining table which is SO SO SO funny.~ YAY~! sis brought Ben and Jerry ice cream ~ I'm going to eat eat eat that that 2 2 2 2 2 2 bottle bottle bottle up up up up up ~ YAY~Ben and Jerry ice-cream ROX! (:

off i go to eat my Ben and Jerry ice-cream~

OH YA~ i can't wait for the pencil box to arrive. I'm asking Esther to buy for xun. think she will love love that pencil box. i didn't bring enough money so gave Esther 5bucks. hehes. hopes it is enough! as her small little CJ seven chain broke~!she said she very sad. and ask me to buy a new one.. so i decided not to buy another one for her but a new pencil box. she is using THE FREE GIFT PENCIL BOX. no nice pencil box for her so i brought it for her (: nice sister? hahahas! can't wait for tomorrow to see it.(:

2008-06-23T15:55:00.003+08:00

i came back home and i was scolded my mother again.
"why so late then come back home"
is like I ONLY WENT OUT TO BUY MY THINGS AND EAT FOR 30MINUTES AND MISS THAT BLOODY 112 BUS AND REACHED HOME AT 3.45pm.

HELLO, COULD YOU STOP CONTROLLING MY LIFE. TODAY IS JUST THE BLOODY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AND YOU SCOLDED ME LIKE THIS?! THIS IS MY LIFE. WHAT I WANT TO DEAL WITH IT IS NOT YOUR PROBLEM OKIES. @#*&$ up okays! I DIDN'T GO OUT AND EAT WITH MY FRIENDS FOR DINNER TRYING TO MAKE THINGS AS GOOD AS POSSIBLE AND YET SUCH THINGS HAPPEN. WHAT THE HELL IS EVERYONE DOING. WHAT DID I DO WRONG IN THE FIRST PLACE. TRYING VERY HARD NOT TO DISAPPOINT YOU WHEN THERE IS TUITION. TRYING TO SCORE AS HIGH AS PEOPLE IN MY CLASS. TRYING VERY HARD TO AIM THE FIRST. ENDED UP? SCOLDING ME. WHY SO "LAN" WHY THIS AND THAT. I ALREADY PUT IN 10000% OF MY EFFORT AND YOU DIDN'T SAY WELL DONE/TRY HARDER. IS I'M THE ONE TELLING MYSELF. WORK HARDER. HAVE YOU EVER TELL ME TO WORK HARDER? HAVE YOU EVER CONSOLE ME BEFORE WHEN I NEED HELP. I JUST WANTED A PSP AND USING MY OWN MONEY AND YET YOU SCOLDED ME AGAIN. GOOD ENOUGH I STILL ASK YOUR PERMISSION TO BUY. AND YET SAME THINGS HAPPEN. SCOLD! BUY A NEW BAG FOR MYSELF USING MY OWN SAVING/EARNED MONEY AND YET SCOLDING. WHAT THE HELL DID I DO WRONGLY. WHY MUST YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS. WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DON'T UNDERSTAND. TRYING TO WAKE UP AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE DURING HOLIDAYS. JUST BECAUSE SUNDAY I WOKE UP AT 11.30AM AND YOU SCOLDED ME AGAIN. BIASED? NOT TREATING ME AS YOUR DAUGHTER? WHY THE OTHER 2 CAN DON'T NEED TO HEAR YOUR NAGGING ? WHY MUST I ALWAYS HEAR YOUR NAGGING. YES I KNOW I LOSE YOUR FACE BEFORE AS I DIDN'T STUDY WELL FOR PSLE. I CAN FEEL THE FEELING OF BEING A FAILURE. I DID THAT ONCE AND NEVER EVER GOING TO DO THAT ANYMORE. BUT YOUR WORDS ARE ALWAYS HURTING ME. HURTING ME ALOT. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. SERIOUSLY ONE FINE DAY IF I CAN'T TAKE IT, I GO TO AHMA HOUSE AND I TELL YOU THE WHOLE WORLD WILL KNOW HOW YOU TREAT ME. DON'T THINK I'M A TOOT STAYING AT HOME TO LET YOU NAG. AFTER N'S I MAKE SURE I GO OUT UNTIL 1AM AND IF YOU ARE ANGRY. SCOLD ME AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. I HAVE THE TIME TO PLAY WITH YOU ALSO.

HAIS!

my life just turned in a second and now is becoming like this. luckily i forbid myself from eating lunch today just to stop the pain. well i think i do a correct thing. maybe until when i admit to a hospital due to starvation then she realise that how important this child means to her.i have nothing to stop the pain is just like thousands of needle poking through my heart. i love food and now i shall stop loving food and starve myself. i'm now finding my last time mother. the way she treat me buy new clothing for me. since sis and i started the blog shop, she did even buy a single clothing for me. how nice. she saved up the money to play her shares. maybe she is testing me how i can tolerate her.

i don't know what to do now.

2008-06-21T14:38:00.002+08:00

2008, July: There will be an earthquake in Japan, which will cause a tsunami of 30 plus metres high to occur as well.

2008, 18th September: An earthquake with magnitude of approximately 9.1 will rock China , simultaneously causing a tsunami of more than 30 metres to occur, resulting in the deaths of more than 1 million people. Although this huge earthquake will happen after the Olympics have ended, there will be a series of relatively smaller earthquakes occurring in China before the huge earthquake. The China government, which is more concerned with the success of the Olympics, will most likely neglect to employ appropriate cautionary measures, thus the high casualty rate. If the China government does not publicise the occurrence of these minor earthquakes and evacuate people, the number of deaths will be as predicted.

2008, 17th December: terrorist attack in America 2010: The temperatures in some countries of Africa could be as high as 58 degrees Celsius, and there will be a serious shortage of water.

2010, 15th June: The New York Stock Exchange market will fail, causing an international financial crisis.

2011: The research on the treatment of some cancers will be completed, but a new life-threatening virus will appear. People who are infected will die after only approx. 4 hours of coming into contact with the virus.

2013, 1st – 25th November: Research on treatment of cancers, except for brain tumors, will be completed. An earthquake, caused by volcanic eruptions, will happen on Bahama Island of the Canary Islands. A gigantic tsunami of roughly 150 metres will result. America mainlands, Brazil etc. will be affected, with the tsunami pushing into the land as far as 15 to 20 kilometres. Before the occurrence of this gigantic tsunami, the sea/ocean water levels will sink by about 6 metres, and large flocks of birds will start to migrate.

2014: A small planet that has been gradually closing in on Earth might eventually collide with Earth, and this collision, if come to pass, will affect the survival of humans as a whole.

2015: By the mid of November, the average temperature of Earth could be as high as 59 degrees Celsius. Many people will die from the overheat, and international confusion and terror ensues.

2016, April: A huge typhoon will invade China, causing massive damage. The 43rd USA president, George Walker Bush, will enter the hospital, and faces a life or death situation.

2026, July: A super earthquake will occur in Sans Francisco, and it will be named “The Big One”. Huge damage to surrounding areas. Many volcanoes will re-activate, and the height of resulting tsunami will be more than 150 metres.

how nice could it be. is the world ending soon. if it is true. i have loads of stuffs to do before i leave this world. i want to become a pilot,
i want to buy loads of branded goods for my parents,
i want to stay in a BIG BIG house
i want to get myself into university(if i can)
i want to prove to my cousins that I'm not a failure.
i want to do SO MUCH THINGS!
i cant imagine it ):

my Australia cousin is coming in 2days. omg! I'm not prepared to welcome them to Singapore. i have loads of stuffs to do. pack my stupid messy table and they will be staying here for 4nights! ahhh! i;m camping at my sis room. I'm going to bring loads of woods and start a fire there and BBQ a chicken. i think before i start the fire, i burned my house. LOL! but i cant imagine i thought they are coming in the 28june. and is like 2more days!!!i'm busying doing photo shop and I'm delaying and delaying cos picture sux and i don't know how to edit. hais.I'm just a failure of photo shop and a 0% toot of it. luckily there is person called mr foo teehao to help me edit my pictures. he's a nice guy. thank you ya!(:

if not i will be drowning myself in the swimming pool to hide myself from my sis. (:

4 words!
Vivian is a toot (:

2008-06-20T20:46:00.003+08:00

didn't went out with them for shopping due to some reasons. i'm quite sad about it but hais.
yesterday,sis & i went to do some online shopping and gossiping who will be updating soon.so we stared at the computer and finally she updated! and i love her collection alot. if I'm a impulsive buyer, i think i will buy every of her stuffs as her picture is extremely nice. and my sis made me feel like buyer one of her necklace that cost $15. is extremely cute. sis & i decided to buy it with registered postage. (: now awaiting for it to arrive. omg! I'm so excited to see it. i hope she will mail the item out tomorrow and HOPE HOPE HOPE i will recieved my items on monday.

*waiting patiently. *

got to do photos. maybe updating tonight. (: just see how fast i can do it. add oil! (:
school is opening soon. how fast!! i want more holiday! 123days to SCHOOL STARTS.

2008-06-19T14:56:00.002+08:00

INTEGRATION/DIFFERENTIATION?
how nice could it be. just wondering who invented this chapter.
I'm struggling with this chapter. i don't know why also.

one two three HAIS!

2008-06-18T12:01:00.001+08:00

i'm kinda bored. is going to be 19june and another 1234days school starts..
bored! is 12.00MIDNIGHT. and im here blogging.
half way doing my amaths homework and came online and talk to Esther!she's going genting today lahs! i want natural wind.
(;

i'm thinking of opening a UOB account seriously.. as the money i earn can go to that account rather then my posb account which i cant touch it . ): see how..see the minimum amount how much first..going to ask the lady. anyway have to ask parents permission. but if is my own money, they will sure say Y-E-S. so i'm using my own money. so it should be okies. nice nice. (;
last lesson of amaths. weeeeeeeeeee.... happpyyyyyyyy!

2008-06-17T15:27:00.002+08:00

today had English test. "confirm will fail"this words came into my mind. oh gosh! terribly difficult. ): how nice could it be?

amaths lesson was fun. did the last 2 chapter of amaths which is killing my brain cells but i listened to mr wong lesson and i know how to do. i guess, tuition teacher will be coming my house this week AS i got thousands of questions to ask him for amaths. rate of change,max and min chapter, current chapter. omg! O-M-G! he will be laughing as i know i will make silly mistakes. he's blood will be boiling more then 100degrees. his face will turn red. oh well, i understand him so much.! 2years of teaching me,2years of seeing this face every weekend. i thank him for everything. he made me improved so much although he spend most of his time teaching me amaths which make his blood boil. he's happy to see my science which i dont ask him alot. he is happy with my amaths as he knew i will never get so high due to careless mistakes and minus minus Marks. and the story continues..

I GOT SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT HIM (:

nothing much . tomorrow have amaths paper. i doubt i going as i PASS my amaths (: with "flying colour" there will be difficult question SO i don't want to crack my brain to solve those questions. i'm lazy! yes i know. lazy bum bum.

mum is cleaning the whole house. as Australia cousin is COMING on 27JUNE08. *excited to see her * as what i say, she is the only only ONLY cousin for my daddy side.. yeps, she will be staying at my house for 4days & grandma is coming my house to stay for 4days too. how nice!my house will be like OVERCROWDED! too many people. i will be squeezing with my sis room. Zzz no big bed anymore. 4days i will be camping at her room. got to clean my cupboard and stuffs. TOO MUCH THINGS TO DO! O-M-G! ): that's bad!

2008-06-13T13:37:00.003+08:00

practically everyday eating,sleeping&studying.

nice life?

2008-06-12T17:14:00.002+08:00

today a very very tired day for me..
sweep the floor, mop the floor, clean the whole house, bring my sis for swimming. ): & now I'm like a dead person. i walked like a zombie. extremely tired.
sis went to IT show to get my pinky headset & her pinky headset & some information for camera. dad is REALLY BUYING A CAMERA FOR US(: omg! he will be going down on Saturday. cant wait to know what camera he's buying. *excited* he told sis this: he either buy Nikon,sony or canon . (: YAY! i hope is Nikon. i love Nikon camera.! prays wont be so expensive!
AND GOOD NEWS! my lamp is back to normal (: aiyayyayayayay! at night, have to on the bright blue light. ): i miss my table lamp light and finally is back! but the light is a little too bright BUT can use for taking photos. i found a place in my house that can take pictures with purple wall & white light! YAY! my lamp rocks. this lamp is with me since primary school. from my old house to my new house and now is more then 6years! well, i have to say that everything in my House is getting old. is already 4years! my bed, my chair,my table,my blue light and more. (: everything is getting old..
my shopping blog is already 0.5 year old.. how nice!
LOL!
*tired* mum brought my favourite food gain(: yay! YAY! eat eat eat. is time to give my body some foods again.
today woke up at 7.45am~ HOW NICE! cause a buyer wants to meet me at hougang mrt station. saw many working people rushing and i don't know why i walked so fast also. hehs! just love morning air..
well, next week will be the busiest week. almost everyday have to go to school for amaths lesson ): how nice!

2008-06-11T17:36:00.002+08:00

tired. sick. everything is NOT going so smoothly.
been ultra moody this few days. nothing cheered me up. playing with my nails,books,drawing and stuffs. staying in my room whole day without talking to anyone. what happen to me?!?!? i dont wish to see myself in this state. there are 2 ways that make me feel sad.

study too much. killed too much brain cells
tired of taking pictures and stuffs.

zzzZzzZZZzzZZZzzZzZzZz.

tired~*

2008-06-10T20:47:00.003+08:00

today, is a day out with my family.
went to watch movie but too bad, daddy didn't came along.
i treated both sis and mummy ticket. actually my mum didn't want to go, but i forced her to go as i dont want her to be lonely. so no choice, she went with us.
went to PS to watch. saw many many many people there. theater was extremely loads of people. was pretty fun while queening up. (: watched the chronicles of Narnia prince Caspian. is a 2hours 15min show. hmmms, started dont understand what the hack they talking. middle: extremely NICE ending:MORE NICE AHHS! didn't regret going in. extremely nice.(:

table lamp spoiled. already more then 5 years didn't change the bulb. dad brought 2back home. just nice my sis table lamp also spoiled. ): 1 broken cos my stupid hand itchy, i opened the package and so how, i dono what my daddy did, and the bulb BROKE! $15 bulb just gone. hais. feel very guilty now.. ): hais hais hais.~

jiahui has been messaging me this 2 night. around 12plus. sms and sms. so FUN! HAHAS! cos both of us can't sleep so we decided to find something to do. (: fun fun fun...

WELL,found a good place to take photo. with bright white light and same camera. so i wont be going to take outdoor. a very very good thing for me. feeling extreme sad suddenly. hiah~

DONO LA.~!
FREAK!
I HATE HOLIDAYS!

cousin coming to Singapore. granny is coming to Singapore. EVERYONE IS STAYING IN MY HOUSE! HATE HATE HATE. NO FREEDOM. SOME MORE STAY HERE FOR 4 DAYS. OMG! some more school reopen. hais. going to squeeze at my sis room tiny room. oh my~ wonder how am i going to survive for that 4days. maybe i will be sleeping in the living room............

learned a lesson: not to spend so much money.

2008-06-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

been super ultra blurr today.
i did one thing and forgot another thing.

packed my super ultra messy cupboard and now FINALLY cleared! (:
left with 4shorts, 3pairs of skinnies/jeans and and many many t-shirts & dresses!
COOL!
4shorts & 3pairs of skinnies. i want more jeans. too little. cos, I'm fat now. can't wear those old jeans ):

tomorrow bring sis to watch her favourite show.
going to spend money again & 7year old kid paying $7 for the ticket. what a waste of money.
promised her so have to do it. ):

well, sleepy.! yawns! on medication again. hais hais hais!

2008-06-07T22:55:00.003+08:00

FREAK? sick again.):
sis yelling at me non-stop. FREAK! hate it the most.
hais. never mind. is always like this. use to it already. just let her yell. after sometime, she will eventually think that it is ultra lame yelling at me.

FLU! sux! okays! extreme SUX!!
since monring till now. ):
ahchew-ing more then 200times.

how great!

2008-06-06T15:52:00.001+08:00

in progressing watching 法证先锋第2部

extreme NICE.
while waiting for channel 55 to play, i rather watch it online. (:

everyday one episode(:

2008-06-05T21:06:00.003+08:00

extreme HAPPY!
yesterday went Malaysia was extremely FUN!
playing in the car, taking funny photos. (: weee.. so much fun. lazy too upload..heh! (:
i just realised that my mum is injured! that's why she don't want to talk to me. she sprain her right hand. and now most of the housework including cooking, I'm helping her. so went to vacuum the floor, mop the floor & finally i bathe and i lie on my bed AND i went into my lalala land. ): extreme bad!! so mum knew that i was tired, so she didn't disturb me. (: happy to know why my mum didn't talk to me. for the past 2 days didn't talk to me feel very funny without her nagging and stuffs. back to normal and now leading a extreme happy life.
for the next few days my life will be like this:

wake up at 9AM
do housework clean floor and stuffs. till 10.30
study till 12.
help my sis with shopping blog till 1
lunch.
study till 3
nap time till 5
watch television till 7
dinner.

weee..time pass so fast and now 2 week of holiday is ending soon!
study study study!

didn't went to ms lam lesson for some reasons. but will find her one to one. hope hope she will help me.

happy day!!

2008-06-03T17:36:00.002+08:00

been days i didn't blog.
well, super ultra busy.!
there is good news and bad news i must say.
yesterday post the sales post until 1AM. and today a load to clear..busy.!

MUM IS freaking-ly not happy with my prelims results. esp.amaths.emaths. oh well, yes i didn't do that well but i will work extreme hard on it. but she told me this, she is very happy with my science. sis didn't so high before and i made it (:

GOOD NEWS!
DADDY IS BUYING A CAMERA FOR US.(8mega pixel)as current cam let my sis use until the navigation alittle siao siao. (hope is Nikon camera) *praayyyysss*
may be he will be buying extreme white light for us too(:
will be going Malaysia for a day. walk walk.
having ultra mega sales in shopping blog. (extremely cheap.) everything less then $20
SAP books, sciences/maths/English.

BAD NEWS!
wanted to work with sis at IT show but somehow both of us can't work. ):
2 days didn't talk to my mum. talked to her is just like talking to the wall. no reply. well, don't bother also. i don't even know why she don't want to talk to me. she go out don't even tell me until xun tell me mummy go out. wtf? just hope her anger can go down a little. ):

well, news news news.
another news! neighbour came back from japan. many nice nice goodies and shirt. omg!! and now they are going Paris. (on the plane now) wee..hope they will have loads of fun. (:

extremely happy.found this dress. restock and restock and FINALLY, me and my sis can get 1 for ourselves. 3 times of restock, didn't manage to catch it. i did sell in my shopping blog but not a single piece left for us ): that's bad!

just find myself too fat now! EAT AND EAT AND EAT NON-STOP.! now, high waist shorts for S size i can't wear, due to my stupid ultra big stomach. ): so i must do something on it.

well, hope tomorrow i will find nice stuffs and buy buy buy.itchy hand is here to buy things again/:
BAD! spending money again!?!?!??!

2008-05-29T14:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday something happen between 2 boys , sis & me.
long story.
just find them childish. super ultra childish when they STILL CAN SCOLD US. wtf? at that time my mood was still alright. if not i go call police already OR security guard . told my mum, she was angry and even wanted to go down and find them. creating troubles? don't bother! anyway, that is a every one place. i can take photo there. you can sit there and enjoy the cold wind blow. sis & i was super ANGRY with them. i scolded jolene & teehao on msn because nothing to do.. LOL!~ today same timing going to that place. go find that 2 boys. hehs! making a full of myself.~

well, nothing happen in school. (;

happy day.!

2008-05-28T14:13:00.003+08:00

so what is this?
grandma birthday big deal? i know 70TH birthday. yes yes i know.
because of this, my family are quarreling with each again.

mummy don't want to celebrate her birthday in Singapore as food is very expensive here CUM grandma wanted to invite quite a number of people. & because of this. my mum is scare that the people coming to eat don't want to pay & just shake their butt and walked off. my dear daddy have to pay for 3 tables with cost around $1,000.although i don't know who the hack they invited.my mum is worried because some of them they are not willing to pay this sum of money. and now, hais! i also don't know. dinner time, my mum will said 'cancel the whole dinner' & the quarreling started. mummy don't want us to join in. so she ask us not to care but HOW TO CLOSE ONE EYES? when that is daddy's hard earn money.? i really don't know.serious i don't know what to help them.

okay just stop all this. STOP! enough!

*prays* just hope this thing come to an end.

2008-05-26T16:03:00.002+08:00

well, went HM today to mail things. jiejie brought things from us. (: hehes. so happy. i message her i will go there by 10plus but ended up going there at 2.30. then she told me ' i waited for you very long already leh!' i was like, sorry ah, lazy go out.!
while waiting for bus. saw many people carry gucci bag! haiS! how i wish i have one too. really want that bag!! so i ask myself this question.
if i want to buy such bags, what am i going to do?
my answer was, work hard just like neighbour & buy lots of LV bags/belts/shoes/Gucci stuffs.
well, I'm determine to do that..(: YES! add oil.

neighbour went to japan for 5days & coming back on the 31may08. 4may08 they are flying to Paris.omg! they are flying all over the world. mum asking them to buy LV wallet & i will have lot of food again. weeee.... fooodddsssssss..

ms lam's mum pass away. good news for me. no lessons but quite sad to hear. ):
ms lam ADD OIL!

maybe i'm not going holiday already ): daddy is too busy with his work.

HAIS!

2008-05-25T22:02:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~ SICK!
FLU+FEVER+HEADACHE+COUGH!
omg!

today went to town for the GREAT SINGAPORE SALES!
weeee..
went to many many many many shops. such as LV/coach/Gucci/Celine & many more.
i saw one Gucci bag. omg! freaking-ly nice. it cost $1,350. -.-''' so i was telling my mum but no reaction ): my first time going to such shops..so was quite curious with everything. the funniest thing is, we went in to LV shop and saw this bag. so
my sis asked the lady. how much?
lady replied: $1,100.

my mum said: hey cheap leis!(very loud)
so i was quite paiseh. and i walked away.(:
saw this LV belt. ultra nice. cost $450. HEH! (:

well a nice day out to town. weeee..

good lucks for tomorrow's O levels chinese.
ADD OIL!

2008-05-23T15:12:00.003+08:00

work hard, study hard & pray hard.
this words kept repeating in my mind.

teachers were telling us not to give up & slack. looking at the "good result" hurts me a lot. i regretted not studying more. i regretted spending TOO much time on things i should not be doing. i regretted not putting extra efforts in my studies.
i regretted a lot of things. i woke up in my dreamy land this morning & told myself i have to work hard. things in the past, i will forget every single shit in my brain. i told myself if i don't get the results i want, i will not go out anymore until N's is over. i swear i will do it. i can't stand the way I'm living. slacking PLUS wasting precious time. every minute every second is precious. i hope everyone will wake up , stop dreaming & work hard for N's.

my heart is extremely pain. is just like thousands of needles poking through my heart. whenever i opened my report-book, i hate myself for being so stupid. i let down my parents and my precious tuition teacher. my results is just like a piece of shit. how could i do that. spending so much money on me, getting a tuition and yet i still can do such things to disappoint them. ):
for this, i woke up. i promise them i will do better.

sorry mummy & daddy &&&& tuition teacher.
I'm sorry!

2008-05-22T16:54:00.002+08:00

!#$%^&**&%$#^
i hate my results! such an asshole!
well, didn't like my overall position. ): so sux!!
ms lam, please give me your brain. i just want my English to pass and looks like is difficult. ):
was very moody today also. can't smile :S

AHHHHHH! IDIOT!
got to retake my English! i swear i will do well. using ms lam "skills"
weeee...4points here i come. (:

went hougang mall to buy a stack of A.maths paper. all different type of schools which cost me $22 but worth buying. I'm going to camp at popular bookstore tomorrow. searching high and low for ASSESSMENT BOOKS! ms lam intro me a book cost me $28 . i wonder will she ask the teacher to buy for me. ): i really need MORE MORE MORE BOOKS! loads of loads of books for me to revise during June holidays. :D yipppppeessss!!

jiayou/add oil add oil add oil
add oil add oil add oil
add oil add oil add oil
add oil add oil add oil

(:

2008-05-21T15:24:00.002+08:00

i don't understand why this happen.?

today, I'm not happy with loads of things. i came to school with a moody face. nothing cheered me up. my brain was only thinking what assessment books to buy/what to do during June holidays. i was thinking many things. i was blaming myself not collecting the class photo early & made ms Chan call some teachers to help her pay. I'm just a lousy asshole treasurer. collection made today and i only started collecting vitamin M today. hais! when school reopen, i will collect those money for BBQ as i want them to forget all the past & maybe they will give me. I'm not a loan shark. i hate asking them to pay the money. their excuses will be simple,
first : tomorrow can?
second : forget to bring.
third : can don't so fast pay?
forth: tomorrow. will pay you. then the next day i ask, tomorrow can, i forget to bring. and the tomorrow will be forever tomorrow. not paying the money.

such reasons I'm able to tolerate.! i just realised something, Vivian is a girl who loves to give way to people. well, enough is always enough. everything will come to an end soon. very soon. for people who still using childish excuses,, i don't know what to do. seriously i have enough of collecting money.

enough! ):

2008-05-20T15:17:00.003+08:00

today school show as a video about the lastest earthquake ; 四川. was really very sad to see people suffering when i'm here relaxing. eating good foodies/drink water/go to school. so school wanted to donate some money to 四川 & of course i'm willing to do that using my own pocket money. donating money to them will make their life better as 4people share a bottle of water in 1 day. hais! i don't know what to say. but i wish the number of people will stop. the confirmed death toll raised to 34,073 by late Monday. suddenly a big number of people are leaving us.
i just hope everyone will donate money to them. when i see them cry, i feel how lucky am i. whenever i see dead bodies, i feel how the pain they are going through.
hais!

2008-05-19T20:39:00.003+08:00

weeee....
one woman show was great. it was super ultra "good" at that time i was so blurr. i saw many emails. i don't know what to reply them. they asked for material /stretchable anot and all kinds of questions. but i know before buying they will ask this and that.then i don't know what to reply. then i shouted' i don't want do already la.! ' then my mum helped me. she was reading those email and i was typing. she helped me till 12. & decided to go to bed as my sis will take over as soon as she reach home.
went to sleep & suddenly stomach cramp..so rolling on the bed for 2hours. so yesterday i slept at 2AM.):
woke up at 9AM to go to temple pray. so i pray for my exams and stuffs. same things, eat the free lunch. the lunch was nice. so many ahma,ahgong,auntie&uncle there. so noisy & hot. walk around the temple. headed to take stocks. no nice clothing ): walk for 2 hours & headed home.
packing the things tomorrow have to mail out & was watching DA Chang jing.
(:
tired*
my loves, eating & sleeping.

2008-05-18T18:33:00.002+08:00

today will be the day.
one "woman" show.

and what's my sis doing? she went out with her friends to go to her friend house to see rich people house. so what there is swimming pool & pool table. hais. she is always like that. throw things at me.

forget it. never mind. i shall do it myself. hope i won't be so blurr.

OH NO! I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT IT. (:

AHHHHHHHH...

2008-05-16T16:35:00.003+08:00

OMG! i just hate myself being so blurr.
she wanted a M size pants
min want a M size pants toO
BUT i gave her the S size pants & min the M size pants! AHHHHHH!! & now she will be sad. she told me she wants to wear it to genting! SO vivian has made things SO BLURR!

thank you!

oh well, my results are out & i feel that my maths is going down! . &&& my science and combine hum. and Chinese did pretty well also. my English HOHO, just passed!(; &&& my AMATHS i PASS! but another 2 mark to a A2 ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
was really ultra sad about this.and mostly all my results just need 1 or 2 marks to reach a A1/A2/B3/B4 ): wtf?

SO SO SO

vivian has done badly for prelims 1. & she will do better for prelim 2 ( FOR SURE ) . (:
jiayou ba!

i messaged tuition teacher.
he said my science did pretty well
but maths quite low as maybe careless mistakes.

SO YOU SEE,EVEN A TUITION TEACHER WITH ME FOR 2YEARS CAN UNDERSTAND ME! WHY SO LOW. AHHHHHHh! TUITION TEACHER ROCKS! (:

going to work very ultra hard on all my subjects.
will see a improvement on me the next exams.
i mean it!

OH I SHY!!
i love this phrase so much!
being childish is the best thing ever. at least i remembered my childhood life when i'm with my group of cute friend using funny actions to cheer people up.

AHHHH! tomorrow GOING TO SEE MY COUSINS!!
and will be at a high class restaurant at some place. (:
LALALALALALLALALA!
foodies rocks!

VIVIAN peng ah PLEASE STOP GROWING TALLER. THE FOOD THAT GO IN WILL ONLY MAKE ME GROW TALLER &&& NOT FATTER. ):
STOP GROWING TALLER! I WANT THIS HEIGHT!
& FATTER ALITTLE. !

just cant stand my body! well ahtan asked me how i grow taller. so that's the reason why!
i can eat 5meals a day but food that go in, maybe only help me grow taller. ):
FATTER PLEASE! please please please

2008-05-15T16:41:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is the day! take results! omg omg! just can't believe that is so fast! a blink of my eyes and now counting the hours left. my heart is pumping faster every minute. hope to have beautiful results and give my mummy as a mother's day present AS i haven't get anything for her..(: but at least, we are going to have dinner this sat.

Once i reached home, i was rushing packing the clothing and putting them in nice places. packing those that need to mail out today and rushed out of the house. i was super ultra tired! didn't get to rest as there were so many payments i have to clear and my lovely sis is at school bringing her lappy and NOT HELPING ME ):

went to post office and the jie jie asked me questions.

question 1: all this words you write want ah?

me : yes! of course!

jiejie:so many? not tired ah?

me:tired also must do.if not later they complain. ):

question2:

why your mummy never come?

me:cos she at home ZZZZzzZ(sleeping)

jiejie: didn't say anything.

question 3:

your school having holidays? why you can come to mail things out.

me: cos at night can't clear payments so i have to rush back home and mail the things for them.

question 4:

if i want to purchase something from you all, must i need to go through email?

me: no need la! just tell me, then tomorrow i will deliver here no need through postage(:

jiejie smileess!!

see? one time i go i can stay there for 5minutes. but she was super kind!! she helped me stick the stamps. heh! so i don't need to go and stick as i was holding my wallet,hand phone & the GREEN BAG(recycling bag). just how auntie am i ): don't have nice bags for me to take as so many many many package.! gosh! faintsss!! this week,almost everyday i'm going hougang mall to mail things. TIRED*

tomorrow have to give things to min. she wants the shorts. heh! the shorts is cute~(: 2 buttons.

sis promised me to take in colourful shorts in friday! omg omg omg omg omg omg omg. i just need shorts! i'm fat now! all my shorts can't wear and now, only have 2 same design/size but different colour shorts.-grey & white . /: how pathetic~!

wish everyone will have GOOD RESULT!!

& stay tune for more shorts (: YAYYYYYYYAYAYYYYYYAAAAYYYYYYY!

2008-05-14T22:54:00.002+08:00

NOW 11PM
well, updated my shopping bloogie!
hadd shorts/dresses/t-shirts.
so one lady was super ultra cute. she told us i wld like to have this 2 items. wld make payment when i get back home. now at kfc ! haha.
she is so cute. customers are always that cute!

(:
my sis is taking F21 shortss!! YAY! pink colour/blue many many colours.
just pray hard i can wear the shorts if not very ultra wasted!! vivian please grow fatter aliitle.

welll going to bed!
xun failed her maths test! 45/100
she scare mother scold her. she quickly went to bed!haiz!

2008-05-13T15:22:00.005+08:00

well, nothing happened. just went to school to slack.
didn't went out as last night went out till 9plus.
yesterday was ultra fun. went to post office first to mail 4 items out. then went to meet them at hougang mall to have a stroll. then went to the last floor playground & PLAY! it was super ultra fun! we will trying to make the other people fall and everyone was shaking like nobody. then i went to sit the swing. don't know how i sit i fell down! then i was there laughing and laughing and laughing. 4.30 find sis to give her posb card is with me so i have to go down and give her. so i told my mum this around 2.45PM:

mummy, i go post office then go find my friends then go find sis.
she said: hmmmmmm. okay okay.!

my sis lecture talk to them till 5.15. so she rushed down and i waited for her about an hour plus. walked walked until 8plus mummy called and shouted into my phone.
"why so late haven't come back?
i said"i told you already what! i go find peng cos posb card with me!'

paid the money
& quickly flag for a cabbie & went home sweet home.
was kinda tired yesterday. but was ultra fun when i was with my sis.
i saw many nice clothing. i was super high!

super super super ULTRA HAPPY! (:

2008-05-10T15:36:00.002+08:00

today went to post office. was so angry with one old lady working there. i was mailing out 8 package & in front of those people who taking their registered items /bulk items. so i was there waiting & this old lady, serving 2 people, package sent to India. so many things happen.
the lady wanted registered but this old lady said: no this is too heavy! cannot be registered. i was like COULD YOU JUST SPEED UP. I'M RUSHING. then my face turn super ultra black. then 2 young ladies came and help. they were so fast. & was so sway, the old lady served me. she know my mum as my mum almost everyday going to post office. so i told her, no need to check just print the stamps. then she don't want to believe me. so she started weighing. & so super *@&#* up with her. her action was so slow. slowly write, a dollar on the 8 package. ): was standing there for 5minutes after she gave me the stamps. imagine how slow is her. total time taken : 1/2 hours just to mail that 8package.? waste of time man! ultra slow. i know she is a old lady but this counter every time have people mailing things like me and take bulk items. why they don't put young ladies there and put a old lady there doing such things with slow actions. can't stand her!

well, i'm thinking of opening a UOB account. but no CASH!!! my savings. oh well, i'm taking my pay soon. $250 (: YAY YAY!
today having dinner with one of my mother's friend. actually today my neighbour having BBQ, cant go cos she say she very paiseh! ahhh i miss bbq chicken/sotong/prawn/meat. AHHH! i miss new york food too. i want to eat 3/4 chicken again!! ahhhhh! I'M CRAVING FOR SOOOO MANNNYYY FOOOOODDD! i eat only go taller but don't go fatter.? i wonder wat is my body doing?.?!?!??! !!

sis and i are okay already. she helped me & i helped her. so yeahs back to normal.

2008-05-08T12:03:00.004+08:00

finally exams is coming to an end.
last BLODDY PAPER AMATHS (: *clappss* ):
freakingly i think is a SUPER ULTRA HEADACHE PAPER.

i have been thinking alot.
why am i doing such things? BCC-ing 600 people, click one by one sending email & THIS IS MY JOB FOR ONLINE SHOPPING? bcc-ing 600 people, 4accounts of hotmail, 1 account of live, 1 account of gmail? omg omg omg. i really freaking-ly can't stand it. exams period, bcc-ing 600 people &&&&& revising work and the same time? this is call life? LIFE? i can't stand the way I'm living now. just imagine how people BCC to 1000 people for one update. when I'm now struggling like some mad woman.

sis & i quarrelled again. we threw the clothes at each other as both of us are not happy.slap each other, kick each other, UNTIL my mum took the stupid CANE and stop us. BUT she never cane us just take out for fun. so this is a extremely BIG PROBLEM NOW! pushing blames on each other.? nice to see but when you open the storeroom, 5BIG RED PLASTIC BAG. THOSE auntie who buy fish and those big big plastic bags. just imagine that , i have to bring this 5 ULTRA big plastic to her room every night. to spot check and do some stuffs. well, i'm having exams now and yet doing such things. i have my own limit you have your own limit. why can't she understand? why can't you give me peace to study and you told me you have to score a A1 back but how WHEN YOU KEEP ASKING ME TO DO THINGS? Ffreaking-ly i'm super tired. exams is killing my brain cells already and yet i have to clear so many things. ): after exams life will be difficult. i'm GOING CRAZYY!!!!!

mummy just buy the nikon camera for me please!! $1500 will return you when i earn that sum of money. just buy that camera & things will get better!!!!! stop nagging & scolding.what camera sux la & all kind of asshole shit i'm sick and tired of her nagging at me not learning how to use camera. after exams i will be struck at the computer looking for info to teach me how to take a good picture ): seriously my life is BURN TO DEATH!

scolding + nagging = die

VIVIAN IS JUST A STUPID GIRL WHO DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE GREAT PICTURES! is just a failure of me! i know that

well they opened a blogshop. just wish them good luck and don't be like me throwing clothing at each other ): many lucks to them (: jiayou!

freaking-ly you sux~!

2008-05-03T18:38:00.003+08:00

i missed my long long hair /:
i really want my hair to be like last time.
short hair SUX.
whenever i let down my hair, i feel super ultra irritating especially when taking photo. my hair looks like some idiot people didn't comb the hair when i comb thousands of times.! @#&# !!!!!

weather is super ultra HOT! i can't stand it.
i have to study at night as I CAN ON AIR-CON! BUT~ my skin is drying up. lips getting ultra red. have running rose ): air-con sux! but so hot!!!! ): electricity bill shoot up. previous month from $180. last month $200 :/ daddy complaining so my both sis and i have to pay 50cents each day as 10hours of air-con equals to $1.50 (: so so so so so so haiss. this month sure $220 plus. ):

ANYWAY A GOOD NEWS FOR EVERYONE

ESTHER is in love with my small little cutie sister. (she is not cute but she is ultra cute)
small sister super ultra cute, when i'm studying she will stare at me for some reasons and she will take the big pooh bear and hug there/ smell her stupid ultra smeellyy barney & that big pooh bear)? she's like my maid. i asked her to do she will do (: so i called her MARY sherlene (:
her exaams are coming yet STILL PLAYING. she asked me to study but she didn't study. great!!! i love her. my super ultra cuttie sister.

on the 1may08, before she sleep, she told me this ' jiayou vivian jiejie! good luck vivian jiejie.! and followed by a kiss. omg! i feel so SO SO SO TOUCHED! and she went to sleep -.-'''

well long story! i'm resting and later going on the air-con and study till midnight. yay! my favourite time. 12AM!!!

2008-05-02T16:58:00.002+08:00

GOSH!!
my geography was SO SO SO GREAT!
i memorised coast, spilt and tombolo & headland & bay and it came out! OMG OMG! i can't believed it. i'm so ultra happy. english was alright just that the passage b is drain down! passage talks about cars and my daddy own one of it. so i can understand totally (: (: THANKS DADDY give me information on that (: (: (: (: !!

blackout that day. super ultra fuunny. well school never pay electricity bill. (: i told my mummy & she said is common la, but she was laughing over the phone. LOL! mummy roocks!
mummy know this few days i very angry cos stupid geo can't go in. then i anyhow scold my sis and my mother. hais. so guilty . but anyway nevermind they understand.

been sleep in air-con room, my sis came to my room to sleep as save electricity although is one compresser. because 2 rooms-pay 100% my room pay less or something. whatever! air-con ROCKS! (:

2008-04-28T16:37:00.003+08:00

hais! freaking-ly i'm like rushing for time, racing with time.
time is so precious.time will never be replace. when time is gone, it will be forever gone & never turn back. i'm so tired. everything is making me feel like i'm a SUPER ULTRA busy woman.
i guess, no one will understand my feelings.
reply e-mail for sis. half way study. half way EAT (: , half way sleep and this goes on.
my life is FULL OF 'SURPRISES' YAY! how great.

they are opening a blog shop. hope everything will be fine for them. is a little tough at the starting point.. with little patience i guess they will pull through! JIAYOU BA!!
well, i went through all the sweat & pain. i will understand how difficult it..i went through every single thing. i will understand it totally. just wish you guys all the best & jiayou for prelims too!! don't forget about studying (:

2008-04-24T14:51:00.002+08:00

just now was buying foodie, there is this aunty very cute.
the convesation between me & 2 aunties!

talking loudly at the bus:
suddenly this aunty 1 came talking to me!

auntie 1 : hey yuying sec student.
me : LOL! in my heart, great? going to this school?
auntie 1 : may i know what time you are end school?
me: have to depend on what level. some level dismiss at different timing.
auntie 1: oh my son at sec 3. may i know what time school end?
me : sometimes 2.15, sometimes 1.45. but I'm a sec 4 student. i don't know what time sec 3 people dismiss.
auntie 1 : ohh! icic. then what time start school?
me: Monday 8.45 the rest 7.25.
auntie 1 : no wonder my son 7 still at home.
me : *laughs*
auntie 2: her son very naughty. we just want to know what time finish and start school.
me: ohhh okays! *prays the boy don't come and find me*
auntie 1: thank ahh!
me : no problem (:

phew, is so sudden and while talking their voice is so SO so SO loud! so embarrassing.

just pray hard that the mother won't scold his son. if not son find me i faint & die.

esther and i was so super ultra high while walking to heartland. laugh & laugh!
(:

happy studying everyone.
jiayou for prelims 1 (:

2008-04-22T16:49:00.002+08:00

sad! my hand is calling in pain! somehow my hand don't know what happen. think write too much or really sprain it. :(
slept for hours. i was really super ultra tired. i'm still tired! how?

BLEHHHS!

compo siao siao.
very slow. zzzz
i hate it man! i'm so lazy to on the computer now. ):