03 August 2007

siianz went to the ite east there to see there pplacee..siiannz. i was very very moody. i really have no mood to listen to them talking. but all the course were not i wanted.. so i was standing everywhere to sleep. i really can't take it. is like why am i being force to go out? this question kep repeating in my mind. my mood sux. then for nothing i said alot of things that hurt other people. hais SORRY +) i really d0n't know why. the only thing i can remember is yuzhu ask me 'to go eat shit' that all i remember. the rest of the things i can't rememeber at all. haiis. i think my brain is really going to stop one day because things are getting bad to worseee.. haiiisss.. i reallii reallii wannt to stop all this. YES i agree i should not say thing i should not say during the trip to ite. but is like i keep looking up the sky.i d0n't know what happen to me just now. haiis.just feel shitty. i really d0n't know what happen to me.who can tell me what went wrong. i really think that i piang seh my friends. but another part. i really d0n't understand why exams are coming yet they still can go shopping.one part of my brain tell me i should join them but the other part of my brain tell me not to go. i really very crazzy over this type of small things and why not do my best for my upcoming test? you tell me what should i do. if you were me, can you feel how i feel now? i hate this feeling. i know i shouldn't piang seh them, but i really d0n't wannt to go shopping i wannt to do well in my studies and get in to SIA for pilot. i have a high hope. i have to work hard. i promise my mum i won't go to ite. i should promise that big promise. i d0n't want to let my mommy feeel bad when she feel bad one time because of my PSLE. i really d0n't know. you tell me what to do, i reall really really d0n't kn0w. sometimes feel like joining themm the other part feel like studying. just feel tired. hope everything will be okay s0on. ZERO7 is coming. running again. siiannz.. hate to runn. boreedd. okays! hope someone reads it and console me. i really want to say out all my thoughts. then i will feel great after that. everyday is a brand new day. treasure the day. d0n't waste time on stupid thingss.

HOPE I WILL BE OKAY S0ON!
feeling shittyyy..

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