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today, nothing to do. so walking around the house whole day. don't really have the mood to study chem. hais. promise i will but didn't do it.today went to suntec city. i didn't buy anything.go there to shop only. so bored at homme.wore a high heels until my leg painn:( not really that high but it really make my leg paiin!!hahhas! while eating, i saw a uncle, a cleaner, he was so poor thing. his leg was injuried but he still carry on his life. i looked at him he is so keliian. haiis! learn something new today. learn to treasure things and don't ever fall down!:)





yesterday my smalll sister high fever until 38.9 degrees! hohos! actually i thought nothing really wrong BUUT when the more i touch her hand i think there something wrong. where can a person be so hot when the weather is so cold? funny rites? so i told my father. he said:' nothing wrong lahhs! actually he didn't want to do anything because he was watching his whole movie.' LOLS! i was LIKE YOUR HAND HAVE PROBLEMS IZZIT? SO HOT YET SO NOTHING WRONG! so i told my mum. my mum went to take medicine. when she touch her forehead when she didn't say anything but i'm very sure she know she is having a fever.after taking the medicine , i went to sleep. almost very hour i wake up to touch her forehead. didn't really sleep well last night. i was so worry about her. haiis! yet my father can say that. i think this family is getting bad to worse already. last time only know how to say me now even my smallest sister also. haiis! if there is a chance to say my thought, i think i have loads of things to say about them. BUT sometimes they are really very biased. example.my sister and i was having exams the same time.after exams my mum will only ask me to do housework but my sister can enjoy her life. hais. my exams marks also the same. no matter how much i put in they still say the same worddsss.. this year, my mum didn't praise me before. only weiqiang. haiis. they only know how to scold but don't know how to praise me sister. i think this praising someone is good. the feelinng was really damn greatt! i love that feeling. if my mum will to do that to me, i will be the happiesst moment ever in my life.hais this time my exams i put in my 100% efforts aready. whatever have happen is already a history. just don't say it again. i hate my results!! if i can make my mum happy, i won't get this marks especially my amaths and social studies. how i wish i can get a better marks for this two subjectts. really hate mysellff!! HAIS! i don't know what happen to me this few days. just feel moody and keep thinking about the past what happenn. i also don't know why also?!? who can tell me what to make my mum happyy?!?! i cried my for my midyear exams i don't wish to do that at end of year. i want to pass my N and O levels. i want to pass all my exams in my secondary school life. butt i think no matter how much effort i put in, the effort will go down the drain because they will say bad things about me 'wahh so lan arhhx?' haiis! well i have been listening it so long alreadyy so i shall NOT continue listening anymore. I PROMISE I WILL WORK HARD! i will show mummy that i'm better then winniepeng. I MUST DO THAT! if not i will continue to hear those words again. don't wish to hear that anymore. i hate it!! well shall end here. don't wish to say anymore. the rest i will keep it to my heart. never ever tell a person BUT only me~ i will still treat my mummy normally. not to say anything about her anymore. anyways she is still my mum. why still say about her?



JUST LOVE OUXUAN SO MUCHHS!WHEN
EVER I SEE HER FACE I FEEL SO HAPPY!


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posted by vivianpengyiting @ 7:22 PM