thinking of jumping down the building? YES i want to. on the bus, on the way back home. i keep thinking that i will get a big fat zero. and will i be suspended? can i still take my exams? can i can? i'm sick and tired already. what am i going to do if the teacher say YES she was talking during exams. can i take the pain when the principal say you are suspended? will my parents be very angry? will i will i? shit me. i'm feeling very mooddy. i thought i went there is a good thing ended up a bad thing. the truth is i didn't talk during exams. hais. will the teacher believe me? will xintong admitt that she was the one talking? what am i going to do? continue studying? jumping down the building? oh my god. how am i on the earth going to face this truth. well yuzhu say correct this is only a small matter. i hope it will not affect my studies. i hope this things can get rid away. why am i so sway? if wilson be the witness and he know what i didn't talk. how good. but did see i wasn't talking how? who will believe me? god? mother? father? friends? principal? oh god. how am i going to face this sitution. all the while i'm strong. i keep it in my heart even if there something wrong. i finally let it goo now a very big problem again. although i know life is full of up and down. but this hais..what am i going to say? bang the wall and end my life? continue to face the situation.
whats your answer when you were in this situation?
a)face the truth.
b)go and die.
well my answer is still a. cos i have to face the truth. no matter how difficult but the thing is can i take the pain? should i tell the truth to xintong that i maybe suspended?
if the school were to call my mum. i will say a BIG THANK YOU TO THE SCHOOL FOR GIVING ME THIS TROUBLE! i wonder how my life going to be. HAIS! hope that they will not call my home. wishess. i hope i can still take the exams& don't take a big fat zero back.
what am i going to do now? sad sad sad
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