01 October 2007

oh well. just came back from the immgration centre. BORED there. saw jerron there. he wants to make his IC. me my passport. i sat 107 there. want to sleep but can't sleep. want to study but can't study. so i rot there. half an hour journey rotting in progress. over there so many people. found my mummy. went to take the bloody shit photo can't wear my spec so the photo SO ugly. bloody shit the person scolded me in front of so mnay people. **** her lahs. SHE BIG IZZIT? CAN SCOLD ME ARHS? I SMALL ONLY, YOU SO BIG SIZE. EHS I VERY SCARE OF YOU LEIS. bloody shit. LOLS! so angry with her. oh well after that went to do all the things finally is DONE! but my passport have to go down and take again:(don't know for what shit reasons. then took a train back home so tired. in the train i really want to sleep then my bloody sister go say my photo ugly. YES indeed my photo is ugly but she don't have to say me until like that rights. serve her rights. say people more PIMPLES! will come out. goodlucks to her then. SAY SOMEMORE! HOHO! more pimples pimples. FISH HER lahs. anyways, i didn't study. came home sleep sleep until now wake up blog. hais today i'm going to chiong my ss again:( sad sad sad. hais!ss sux okays! still have emaths,chinese,english for this week. oh well i have to buck up already~Stop dreaming from my lalalla land already WAKE UPPPPPPP!!! oh well i wake up already! yupe.

today everything went smoothly. mafazi is going to be cane tomorrow:( hais. don't study lahs. smoke smoke. then become like this. oh well i hope he will know what is his mistakes already! jiayous for his end of year:)))) many many lucks.

shall reallly study again...haiisss. i'm tired. after exams i will SLEEP till i go SIAO!

found this nice/touching/make me realise that life is so important. by teacher pilot~
hope he will become a pilot:) shall see him in Singapore Airlines in the next few yearss.


Love urself as nobody will love u more than u urself. The purpose of life is to learn. But why must we learn. I was dumbfounded for a moment. We learn so tat we r able to handle it in future. We learn so as to grow wiser. Age is not merely a number. It's the wisdom and experience a person has learnt.People come into our lives for a reason- to teach us things. Perhaps even to give us pain so tat we can learn how to handle it. We grow and change with every pain. If we dun, we'll experience it again and again..Nobody has done each other wrong. And therefore we shouldn't feel guilty. There's no right and wrong. Dun victimise urself. U dun feel good, and it's not going to change anything. U'll only make urself feel worst and the cycle repeats itself. U've made the decision, so dun regret it. U can't turn back time. U cant change ur past, but u can change ur future

Dun think of ending ur life, coz it's a cowardice way to avoid things. U made this decision, so dun end ur life and leave this mess to those who really care for u! Nobody, especially those who care for u, deserve to clear up the mess that u've created when u just end ur life and pass on the misery to them! Think of ur parents the moment before u commit suicide. How they pray ur arrival to this world 20 years ago. And if this is the way u're going treat them. If it's a problem that u've created, solve it! We'll always be here to support u.

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