17 November 2007

i have enough of everything. i just feel like crying. i just feel like everything i do is totally useless. useless bum. haix. everyday i always have to do this and that. help me sister do this do that. is like totally like a maid. i feel like going out, but i can't bring myself up. haix. why people live in this world with full of surprise while my is just like a piece of shit. i don't understand why. my heart is like totally so pain and enough of all the stupid stuff. i wish to talk to someone but wo is willingly to talk to me? haix. i just want to past time quickly past the holidays ready to take my N level. i just want a peaceful life. PEACEFUL LIFE. why people can have a peaceful life? WHY? i don't understand why?!?! how i wish i'm an adult. i just want myself to grow older. i don't wish to stay in this life anymore.

i have to return my sister $200 and my mum $250. who is going to pay this for me? total $450. who is going to pay for me? how i wish everything is as good as last time. i want to work get out of the boring life at home. i can't work. i want my shopping blog to earn alots of money but only earning less then 10 bucks.

i just wish i can return this sum of money to them. who can lend me money? i really have enough of everything. ENOUGH! hais. everyone is not happy with everything so what now? more problems?

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