so *&^% up with everything I'm doing. i just feel like I'm a stupid little dumby, walking around the class for money WHICH i have been doing for a week. hais. am i a stupid FOOL walking around the classroom. I'm sick and tired of this. IS TOTALLY ENOUGH!!! super tired. exams, test, shopping blog, MAKING ME CRAZY! HEY, MY 'N'LEVELS! i want to do good for that? WHY GIVE ME THIS TYPE OF STUFF WHEN I'M NOT PAID TO DO? I CAN'T BE A NORMAL PERSON, NO POST IN EX CO? WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE THEM? WHY? why? why I'm the one always giving the bloody stress when other people can be so FREE-OF STRESS? i'm tired. i loss 20cents in class fund. i use my money to pay. HAIS! MONEY GO IN AND NEVER COME BACK TO ME!~ TIRED! ENOUGH! money money! i hate money! seriously i hate money. i hate touching money. holding 3 wallets going for recess, is such a dumby.!! ENOUGH IS ALWAYS ENOUGH! I'm tell ms Chan after June holidays please ask someone to do. seriously i not getting the cooperation from them.& i don't wish to go out because i scare the money loss so i promise myself whenever i have money more then $100 in my bag, i will not go shopping. I'm tired. SERIOUSLY! TIRED! ENOUGH! the feeling sux okays. don't ever say this anymore in front of me. please totally enough. whenever i go to school, my face will be so black. in my mind, how am i suppose to collect the money? what am i going to do if they are not paying up? my mind is always FULL of this type of craps. my brain is not getting works into my head. TIRED!
hais, my brain keep flashing back about the car accident)= keep thinking about that. yesterday before i sleep also the same. am i going to die soon? is it god giving me the second life? i don't know. I'm just super tired. i have been complaining to my mum about this and she is so angry with me cos i keep complaining to her. I'm tired of telling her too. so what am i going to do?
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