iHATEyou iLOVEyou

i find myself changed so much. oh well, maybe this is what i want, to be a good girl. friends are always like that. they will changed to bad or good. i love making friends but somehow i don't understand why am i doing such things when i'm suppose to be at home studying. i find myself getting very useless. everyone can take O levels in 4years, while i'm take 5years. paying double the school fees and exams fees. cousins are all either express or special. my skin have to be very thick. i'm tired. super tired about this. i'm trying my very best to make myself laugh in school not to do things that i SHOULD NOT BE DOING IT! i'm tired. tomorrow having tuition at 3.30. friday and saturday having flea market at SMU 12noonto 10PM. sunday having dinner with cousins. hais. this week is totally fully packed. went out hougang mall to buy some stuff for flea market. hais. hais hais. fully packed with thing that i should not be doing it. common test iS coming, i didn't study a single stuff of shit into my brain. i shall be doing it now till 12midnight today!~ NO MORE , NO MORE GOING OUT, NO MORE PLAYING. FULL-STOP. no more rubbish.

posted by vivianpengyiting @ 3:28 PM