this words kept repeating in my mind.
teachers were telling us not to give up & slack. looking at the "good result" hurts me a lot. i regretted not studying more. i regretted spending TOO much time on things i should not be doing. i regretted not putting extra efforts in my studies.
i regretted a lot of things. i woke up in my dreamy land this morning & told myself i have to work hard. things in the past, i will forget every single shit in my brain. i told myself if i don't get the results i want, i will not go out anymore until N's is over. i swear i will do it. i can't stand the way I'm living. slacking PLUS wasting precious time. every minute every second is precious. i hope everyone will wake up , stop dreaming & work hard for N's.
my heart is extremely pain. is just like thousands of needles poking through my heart. whenever i opened my report-book, i hate myself for being so stupid. i let down my parents and my precious tuition teacher. my results is just like a piece of shit. how could i do that. spending so much money on me, getting a tuition and yet i still can do such things to disappoint them. ):
for this, i woke up. i promise them i will do better.
sorry mummy & daddy &&&& tuition teacher.
I'm sorry!
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posted by vivianpengyiting @ 3:12 PM
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